Background: I'm a healthy guy in great shape and have a pretty damn hot wife. I never had a problem with ED until about 10 years ago. I figured it was the natural part of aging and so I started with Viagra and Cialis. It's still a pain in the ass to be dependent on these. Spontanaiety was a thing of the past. If my wife jumped me, and I hadn't taken any pills, I'd have a less than 10% chance of getting enough of a boner to have sex with her. 90% of the time, I'd have to leave her disappointed. Before that, I was sexually hot all the time. Rock hard boners on demand. I could bang my girlfriends in the past and now my wife for ages. This issue came up on me pretty suddenly. Then I came across this site. And it all makes perfect sense! My ED started a couple of years after I got my first hi speed internet connection. I was having sex with the wife 2 or 3 times a week and fapping the remainder of the time. Sometimes I'd browse porn and then go bang my wife later. I then started browsing an downloading tons of porn. I must have gigs of it stashed away. Of course I thought it was no big deal. I never imagined it could be the cause of the ED that crept up on me later. As of now, I'm totally dependent on pills. That plus testosterone shots I take occasionally for bodybuilding is the only thing keeping me with a semblance of libido. I say a semblance because I've found myself dreading sex at times simply because I was afraid I couldn't perform. And yet, I'll browse porn for hours on end at times even if I don't fap to it. It's become a habit. It's second nature. The strange thing is, I actually get turned off at the idea of real sex with a woman. I can only get turned on if there's a kinky porn element to it. But a naked hot woman in bed .. that makes my dick turn cold. That's completely messed up. So I can say I've been a hardcore porn user for at least 12 years. This here will be my first time going off cold turkey. I don't expect I'll have a problem not browsing porn at all. I do expect the problem will be not fapping, but I know I can keep myself off of it. As of now, I work out of town on weekdays and I'm home on weekends. I think I'm not going to be able to avoid not having sex with my wife. It's just not good for the relationship and it's not fair to her. So my reboot is going to have to allow for that to happen. Wish me luck!