40 years on from Grandfather's secret stash of porn.

Discussion in 'Ages 40+' started by Cityboy, Nov 14, 2012.

  1. Cityboy

    Cityboy New Member

    I can't believe that I've allowed myself to continue with this ridiculous habit, that has made me increasingly angry and loathe myself. It started with my grandfather's stash, and slowly moved on to the internet porn over the years. I've reflected over the YBOP videos and reading around the subject, and so much rings true.
    I'm determined to beat this habit and rewire my brain. I know that it will take self control and and iron will to beat the need for instant gratification. 11 days in, and feel calmer already, hope that the ED will subsidy
     
  2. Guy_Stewart

    Guy_Stewart Well-Known Member

    I started with my uncle's stash, so I can relate some. KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK! 11 days is great!
     
  3. cmurphynh

    cmurphynh New Member

    Hey Cityboy, how are you doing?
     
  4. youngoldie

    youngoldie Onwards comrades - we have to go back!

    Just keep on! Maybe its helpful to have a ticker/counter.

    Wish you all the best!
     
  5. Guy_Stewart

    Guy_Stewart Well-Known Member

    Haven't heard from you in a bit! How's it going?
     
  6. Cityboy

    Cityboy New Member

    Thanks for the comments, I'm on 25th day of no PMO and MO. I am finding it difficult as living away from home working. Lots of exercise and cold showers seem to be doing the trick
     

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