36 Days no PMO - Real improvements or lying myself ?

Discussion in 'Success Stories' started by orfeox5, Apr 20, 2018.

  1. orfeox5

    orfeox5 New Member

    Hello everyone, it is me again :). I am going to tell you everything now shortly, if you want to know my whole story, you can check this out https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/help-me-do-i-have-ed.163853/
    Wanna also to apologise to everyone for asking you on DM about it, I have been really anxious. Thanks for understanding :)
    Now, the important stuff :

    Today, the 36th day of my 90 days reboot. Going home from school, in the bus I was standing and there was one woman in front of me, didn't find her attractive at all, she was like 35 and I am 16, lol. The bus was crowded and at one stop she got a little big close to me, I was at her back and touched my pants just a little with her butt. At first nothing really. After half a minute I noticed that I was getting hard and boom- I got an erection, I don't know how hard it was but it was hard indeed, not the rock-hard boner I want but still. 4 hours later, chilling with my homie on one bench in the park, he was browsing his newsfeed and I was thinkin about something. I gave a look at his phone and saw a clip with Lil Pump dancing with one stripper. Again, nothing much. We stand up and went on. After a minute I noticed again, I was hard, AGAIN ! This time the erection was less hard than the previous one earlier in the day but wow. It seems the reboot is really working, I hope so. I have however one thought- I am maybe just lying to myself about it and it is not really a big deal but here are some benefits that are 100 % real :
    -Much, much better self-control
    -I feel stronger mentally than before
    - I am happier and appreciate the little things more
    -I am looking after girls more than before and find some more attractive than I have ever thought
    - I am more disciplined
    I hope that is only the beginning of my journey ! What do you think about it ?
     
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  2. BeInControl

    BeInControl New Member

    Hi man!

    Great job! Keep going, more benifits is yet to come. You are young still and in youre teenage years, random erections is very common in your age - its a positive sign that your system is adapting/recovering fast to No PMO. :)

    Btw. I can relate to the benefits you mention and you are not lying to yourself. :)
     
  3. orfeox5

    orfeox5 New Member

    Thanks for the reply ! I have really started to unwind a chill a bit. However, many guys told me that because I am teenager, it will take very long to recover, some dumbass even told me on the other forum that I would need to use stereoids my whole life.. it was really a bullshit. I hope that it will get even better at the 60 days mark . Hopefully my young age is at my side
     
  4. BeInControl

    BeInControl New Member

    Haha. So many trolls on the Internet dude. If some guys can recover after 3-6 month from PIED at the age of 35 because they fapped for at least 15 years to porn - you surely can in a few weeks or months.

    I have read some of your other posts on the other forum. Dont overthink the situation. It is a lifestyle and not just a few month of no PMO. Take it easy, you will recover 100% - overthinking will complicate things. Stay busy, excersise, eat healthy and sleep well. And fucking stay away from the pixelated images and videos! :)
     
  5. Guy_Stewart

    Guy_Stewart Well-Known Member

    Hey man! How are you doing?
     
  6. orfeox5

    orfeox5 New Member

    Hi, I lost count of the days recently, I am maybe at day 70, dk. To be honest, I don't know how the reboot is going. I have been able to achieve erections when I fantasize, failed to do so maybe only twice, even when I read some post in the sex subreddit, trying to help someone, reading the description perhaps about their intercourse I get hard again. Without any doubt my erections are becoming stronger than before, that is for sure. I still have the wrong impression that I can summon erections whenever I want, I mean when I see a hot girl in public or just think about sth like it I expect to get hard, it doesn't happen that way of course but this leads to some kind of anxiety. I have perhaps broken the theory that I have PIED because I can get hard without porn. Some weeks ago I was standing in the bus and one woman just touched my dick with her ass accidentally and after a while I noticed I was erected (not so hard but still) .I started getting such erections sometimes throughout a day which is rather a positive sign I believe . Even now, describing all this I feel sensation down there :D . I will stick to the 90 days no matter what, even I want to make it until the start of the next school year, 15th September. I am proud of myself as I have cut out completely porn, any bikini pictures and so on. The urge to fap too is under control, I feel like i am one again with my spirit, it sounds as if its a movie but believe me. Idk however if I am fine now or not, shitty anxiety.
     

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