Hope everyone has been doing ok recently. So, I'm about 6 days no PMO. Overally, I've been doing better last few weeks, but with a couple of relapses. Getting back out of lockdown, playing football twice a week has helped to curb my cravings somewhat. Relationship with Fiancee has been better also, largely as she not so down about lack of pregnancy as we've been making progress in buying a house. She broke down in tears yesterday when our first mortgage application was rejected though! I couldn't believe her reaction, but I guess it's such an emotional thing for her. For me, it's not that big a deal, I'd be happy enough to stay where we are for another few years. Anyway, we applied for too much on the application, more than we need. Have reapplied and I reckon we will be successful this time. With everything back to normal, business going fairly well, it just re-confirms for me that having a family is very high on my list of priorities at this point in life. So far, no luck on that front, but it doesn't feel like the be all and end all any more.