3 years of trying to quit

Discussion in 'Ages 20-24' started by springtocome, May 25, 2017.

  1. springtocome

    springtocome Member

    My porn addiction has gotten out of hand once again
    There are constant ups and downs lately.
    Ive been dealing with my emotional issues, one of them is Post traumatic stress syndrome.
    Ive been sleeping less than ever this past 5 months.
    My addiction has grown to a number of 20~30 times per Month.
    Usually for like 5 days out of 7 i PMO (1 or 2 times)

    However, the good thing is ive started to work out again, had a relationship, but guess due to my p addiction, id rather escape commiting to a relationship with a supportive gf...
    We had a succesfull sex however for a couple of times, the major issue being my Performance Anxiety

    I just feel like i have hit rock bottom...The major issue is my thoughts, after being threatend by a people who lives nearby who has criminal background i guess...

    I dont know if i should move out of my place (which belongs to my family) and find another place to live,
    thing is - i cant really afford to move away, but the stress is taking a lot away from my dream of becoming full time musician. Ive got all the opportunities but these things hold me back :( i feel stuck
  2. springtocome

    springtocome Member

    @yearofchange @jack91 hey buddy, any supportive shit for my situation ? feeling kind of hopless being back at this forum once again
  3. yearofchange

    yearofchange Your actions matter.

    Hey spring, how are you man, haven't been here in a while.
  4. yearofchange

    yearofchange Your actions matter.

    How is your sleep dude? And exercise?

    I find myself PMO-ing a lot these days too, but it's very acute and simply done quickly so i can focus on studying. Can you use it as a tool or does it take over? What ended up happening with the girl? Hope you're doing better than that post man.
  5. ace1234

    ace1234 A woman simply is, but a man must become.

    Hey Spring, first time here, but I know yearofchange :) from a quite a while

    I wanted to say, that I saw you from jack91's journal and you had mentioned that you have had some financial success in regards to your field of music. As a fellow struggler in recovery from porn, and also as someone who wants to improve my own life, would you mind sharing some tips with me, as how I too, can get to the point where you are? I also make music, and some of it I would consider pretty decent, but I have huge trouble with marketing and making any money off of it.

    Usually, it's a matter of depression as the fact that I make music, but don't make money. It would help. Thanks.

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