I have come to the conclusion that if I am to ever beat this problem I must stop O'ing. I have to stop using Viagra and stop forcing erections. I tried to M now but could not get hard. Occasionally I have morning wood though, like 50 % erection strength. Could have sex 5 days ago with Viagra but then I was put into flatline again which I am now feeling. I can get a semi from kissing but that quickly goes away, my erections are really weak. Have experienced a lot of semen leakage this week too. Last night I used Viagra but could not get hard, the problem is in my brain. Basically, everytime I have O'ed the past 3 months it has put me into deep flatline for different durations (from 1 day to 2,5 weeks). I have not felt horniness the past 3 years, so I am only forcing things, can't be good. Well, now I just have to tell my GF that I must avoid orgasm, jeez, what if I can't have sex with her for 3 months, or worse, over half a year? Doubt that she can take that..