27y old Already tried 11 months, now start over 77 days – daily post

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  1. Faysal

    Faysal New Member

    Hi, I know there are a lot of the same subject here but IT'S SO HARD TO DO IT ALONE! Please forgive me, to make it simple I want to start 77 days (I like number 7) reposting everyday WHAT NOT TO DO with some motivation line maybe to keep me going:

    - Watching human porn all different kind ... short, long story ... etc.

    - Watching manhwa porn.

    - Watching any Ecchi anime or manga.

    - Thinking any sexy thoughts before bed or all time.

    - Following or watching any accounts sexy posts all apps.

    - Eating bad food and not doing healthy exercises.

    - Sleep after 10 pm

    - Play video games all device types (except phone games apps)

    - Finally masturbating all kind.



    "I have to write this line everyday not copy paste! to remember why I have to do this cuz if by any chance I do one from the list just one ... ONE TIME IS ENOUGH to reactive my brain nerve cells that connected to vid porn and I want them dead for good not alive!! or all my HARD WORK WILL GONE!!! and I will have NUMP PENIS AGAIN.

    ……

    STORY

    I already have tried this method before 3 years ago

    .. I stopped playing video games and watching porn and masturbating for 11 month it was hard but the most keys to this are in the list above … I continued the fantasy thoughts sometimes ..

    the last three moths I started to feel nothing about women NO DESIRE NO LIBIDO it was tariffing me so much I thought that I will loss my advantage as a male I will not get married or have any relationship with women so I thought because I'm not release my semen now my body will loss the ability to do that in the future!

    so the last month I started to watch manhwa porn and sometime porn everyday without masturbating just watching and yeah it makes me hard for 2-3 hours and thinking before sleep sexy and dirty thoughts everyday …

    the first collapse I was dealing with really stressed matter with my family … while taking shower I tried to only do some touch ( no porn vid just my thoughts) … and it just happened … it was so bad masturbating didn’t feel good and so quick …

    after that I collapse for real with all porn vids kinds … after few months of searching I have found someone speaking about maybe yoga will do the fix .. so I tried it for a while but no real results then I found someone speaking about u have to fix ur body poster so I looked to my body with some test and yeah I had an anterior pelvic tilt (I think that’s why I only had 3 wet dreams only when I stopped for 11 months) and my right leg duck feet and forward head … I tried the last year to fix them all and yes I succeed with all except for the duck feet still trying ( I started to get morning wood for the first time in a long time .. years maybe …

    but I never stopped masturbating cuz I thought that will make it worse!

    ( cuz I already done the stop but when I think about it now if I only fix my pelvic tilt and continue not doing any bad hobbies and be patience when I got the "no libido thing' until it get over it will work for good!!! But its okay I know that now so I will start over)

    I hope it work now I will try my best not only stopping fap but changing my life style too thanks for reading I hope all of u get better.
     
  2. Faysal

    Faysal New Member

    Watching human porn all different kind ... short, long story ... etc.


    - Watching manhwa porn.


    - Watching any Ecchi anime or manga.


    - Thinking any sexy thoughts before bed or all time.


    - Following or watching any accounts sexy posts all apps.


    - Eating bad food and not doing healthy exercises.


    - Sleep after 10 pm


    - Play video games all device types (except phone games apps)


    - Finally masturbating all kind.




    "I have to read the list then write this line everyday not copy paste! to remember why I have to do this cuz if by any chance I do one from the list just one ... ONE TIME IS ENOUGH to reactive my brain nerve cells that connected to vid porn and I want them dead for good not alive!! or all my HARD WORK WILL GONE!!! and I will have NUMP PENIS AGAIN”


    I have to read the list then write this line every day not copying pasting.. to remember why i have to do this cuzzzz iff by any chance i do one from the list only just one .. one is enough to reactivate my brain nerve cells that connects to video porn and i want them dead for good not alive .. or all my hard work will gone! And i will have nump pines again.


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    Second day nothing to much no need for motivation but i had just wanted to start sexy thoughts then I remember my of promise to stop.. and that only the second day!! .. god please help me.
     
  3. Faysal

    Faysal New Member

    Day 3 :

    Still nothing, I have some problem I want to exercise and every where I look to learn some exercises there are sexy women and thats doesn’t do anything to me right now but in the future I want to reboot my self really good that any sexy women will make my body react.. but I cannot do that while I’m still seeing them every where!



    READ THE LIST!!!!!!!

    Skip this it’s reposted everyday to remind myself :

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    Watching human porn all different kind ... short, long story ... etc.


    - Watching manhwa porn.


    - Watching any Ecchi anime or manga.


    - Thinking any sexy thoughts before bed or all time.


    - Following or watching any accounts sexy posts all apps.


    - Eating bad food and not doing healthy exercises.


    - Sleep after 10 pm


    - Play video games all device types (except phone games apps)


    - Finally masturbating all kind.




    "I have to read the list then write this line everyday not copy paste! to remember why I have to do this cuz if by any chance I do one from the list just one ... ONE TIME IS ENOUGH to reactive my BIG size brain nerve cells that growing and connected to porn and connected to my hand feeling masturbating and i want them dead for good not alive!! or all my HARD WORK WILL GONE!!! and I will have NUMP PENIS AGAIN”


    I have to read the list then write this line every day not copy paste to remember why i have to do this cuz if by any chance i do one from the list ..... one time is enough to reactivate my big size brain nerve cells that growing and connected to porn and connected to my hand feeling masturbating and i want them dead not alive or all my hard work will gone and i will have nump penis again.

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  4. Faysal

    Faysal New Member

    Day 4 :

    I almost tried to think sexy thoughts but I stopped myself immediately and after that I touched it little to move it to other side it got hard for a few minutes .. that was fast recovery i hope I pass the death bed time



    READ THE LIST!!!!!!!

    Skip this it’s reposted everyday to remind myself :

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    Watching human porn all different kind ... short, long story ... etc.


    - Watching manhwa porn.


    - Watching any Ecchi anime or manga.


    - Thinking any sexy thoughts before bed or all time.


    - Following or watching any accounts sexy posts all apps.


    - Eating bad food and not doing healthy exercises.


    - Sleep after 10 pm


    - Play video games all device types (except phone games apps)


    - Finally masturbating all kind.




    "I have to read the list then write this line everyday not copy paste! to remember why I have to do this cuz if by any chance I do one from the list just one ... ONE TIME IS ENOUGH to reactive my BIG size brain nerve cells that growing and connected to porn and connected to my hand feeling masturbating and i want them dead for good not alive!! or all my HARD WORK WILL GONE!!! and I will have NUMP PENIS AGAIN”


    I have to read the list then write this line every day not copy paste to remember why I have to do this cuz by any chance i do one from the list jjust one one is enough to reactivate my big size brain nerve cells that growing and connected to porn and connected to my hand feeling masturbating and i want them dead not alive for good or all my hard work will be gone and i will have nump pines again..


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  5. Faysal

    Faysal New Member

    Day 5 :

    Nothing much I’m just so happy today I’m reading this book “your brain on porn” and in page 115 there is a story about a man have done the “reboot” saying you thought this will never be fixed and you will be like this forever even after you get married but that not true your brain will react to your women give it a time and you will experience the most enjoyable moments in your life with her” ... I’m really so happy I really thought for years that maybe I will be like this forever it got me and everything became colorless.. even food doesn’t taste that good anymore i ate cuz i have too i used to enjoy food and other things ...



    READ THE LIST!!!!!!!

    Skip this it’s reposted everyday to remind myself :

    —————————————————————————

    Watching human porn all different kind ... short, long story ... etc.


    - Watching manhwa porn.


    - Watching any Ecchi anime or manga.


    - Thinking any sexy thoughts before bed or all time.


    - Following or watching any accounts sexy posts all apps.


    - Eating bad food and not doing healthy exercises.


    - Sleep after 10 pm


    - Play video games all device types (except phone games apps)


    - Finally masturbating all kind.




    "I have to read the list then write this line everyday not copy paste! And UNDERSTAND the word and REMEMBER!! why I have to do this cuz if by any chance I do one from the list just one ... ONE TIME IS ENOUGH to reactive my BIG size brain nerve cells that growing and connected to porn and connected to my hand feeling masturbating and i want them dead for good not alive!! or all my HARD WORK WILL GONE!!! and I will have NUMP PENIS AGAIN”


    I have to read the list then it really important to UNDERSTAND!!! What i write every day cuz if I only write without thinking of the word i will forget what is really important to me and not copy paste to remember why i have to do this cuz if by any chance i do one from the list just one .. one time is enough to reactivate my big size brain nerve cells that growing and connected to porn and connected to my hand feeling masturbating and i want them dead for good not alive! Or all my hard work will gone and i will have nump penis again.


    Ps: I almost forgot what important and when I write the line I remembered it’s only the 5 day!! God be with me please


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  6. Faysal

    Faysal New Member

    Day 6:

    Still nothing to much I still feel good and I don’t think about porn at all my life is way better then ever I feel so satisfied with my life and I feel warmth in every aspect of my body and everything.. I hope my good days continue to last years.. just thankful for everything.



    READ THE LIST!!!!!!!

    Skip this it’s reposted everyday to remind myself :

    —————————————————————————

    Watching human porn all different kind ... short, long story ... etc.


    - Watching manhwa porn.


    - Watching any Ecchi anime or manga.


    - Thinking any sexy thoughts before bed or all time.


    - Following or watching any accounts sexy posts all apps.


    - Eating bad food and not doing healthy exercises.


    - Sleep after 10 pm


    - Play video games all device types (except phone games apps)


    - Finally masturbating all kind.




    "I have to read the list then write this line everyday not copy paste and not auto iPhone correct ! And UNDERSTAND the words and REMEMBER!! why I have to do this cuz if by any chance I do one from the list just one ... ONE TIME IS ENOUGH to reactive my BIG size brain nerve cells that growing and connected to porn and connected to my hand feeling masturbating and i want them dead for good not alive!! or all my HARD WORK WILL GONE!!! and I will have NUMB PENIS AGAIN”


    I have to read the list then write this line everyday not copy paste and understand the words and remember why I have to do this cuz if by any chance i do one from the list just one .. one time is enough to reactivate my big size brain nerve cells that growing and connected to porn and connected to my hand feeling masturbating and i want them dead not alive or all my hard work will gone and i will have numb penis again

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  7. TimeToActuallyTry

    TimeToActuallyTry New Member

    You can do it, man. Reminding yourself of your goals and what to avoid daily is a good idea. I sincerely hope you continue to find success on your journey, and I'm sure I speak for all of us here when I say that we're rooting for you, friend.

    Stay strong.
     
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  8. Faysal

    Faysal New Member

    thank u, it’s really hard the first few weeks so that’s why I’m doing this after this it will be easier, before all this I didn’t knew about rebooting or anything else and i knew i had a problem so I tried some experience on my own self so i stopped gaming and masturbating and it worked so good first 2 months then i started to check it if it can be hard and I started to think sexy thoughts (I didn’t knew I thought i only have to keep away from masturbating) .. even with not knowing i have done it streak 11 months no masturbating I hope this time will be for ever, thanks again it’s mean al lot.

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    Day 7 :

    Today was a bit weird cuz I stopped my daily walk and I couldn’t done any exercises cuz I’m fasting it’s special day and i have to go to work afternoon sitting all day so it’s a weird day for me i have been doing so much activity lately just make my day full of things and no place to think about any thing from the list .. I have to prepare for days like this so that I don’t have free time and not knowing what to do .. u all know what free time between 4 walls mean.



    READ THE LIST!!!!!!!

    Skip this it’s reposted everyday to remind myself :

    —————————————————————————

    Watching human porn all different kind ... short, long story ... etc.


    - Watching manhwa porn.


    - Watching any Ecchi anime or manga.


    - Thinking any sexy thoughts before bed or all time.


    - Following or watching any accounts sexy posts all apps.


    - Eating bad food and not doing healthy exercises.


    - Sleep after 10 pm


    - Play video games all device types (except phone games apps)


    - Finally masturbating all kind.




    "I have to read the list then write this line everyday not copy paste and not auto iPhone correct ! And UNDERSTAND the words and REMEMBER!! why I have to do this cuz if by any chance I do one from the list just one ... ONE TIME IS ENOUGH to reactive my BIG size brain nerve cells that growing and connected to porn and connected to my hand feeling masturbating and i want them dead for good not alive!! or all my HARD WORK WILL GONE!!! and I will have NUMB PENIS AGAIN”


    I have to read the list then write this line every day not copy past and not auto iPhone correct! And understand the words and remember why i have to do this cuz if by any chance i do one from the list just one one is enough to reactive my big size brain nerve cells that growing and connected to my hand feeling masturbating and i want them dead for good not alive or all my hard work will gone and i will have numb pines again

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