Started with magazines. Evolved along with the internet as I aged. Thank God I basically grew up before the high-speed internet age. I hate to think what kids are doing to their developing brains now. With dial-up, it was "Oh man I can almost see her boobs!" Now it can be 5 different tabs on 5 different sites basically satisfying whatever novel urge you have at that exact moment, streaming movies, webcams, forums, etc. Ridiculous. It reminds me of the yourbrainonporn guy making a comment that has really stuck with me; the fact that we can view more "potential mates" in a matter of minutes than our ancestors could in several lifetimes. Fact. Everything that guy says is true. Primitive brains in charge...check. Will put sex drive over food and sleep...check. Fucking up your brain chemistry...oh yes. I need to wrap this up, I'm rambling. This will be day one. A lot of times I convince myself it isn't a problem. But it is, so I'm going to try again. I see a lot of guys comment on how happy they are about getting morning wood or whatnot. I'm not interested in that part of it. I'd like to stop the headaches and "brainrot," the anxiety and tension, actually eat and sleep instead of marathon porn sessions. I spend a lot of time just covering my tracks. Pissing away the day. I'm a stone-cold addict. If it wasn't porn, it'd be hydrocodone or heroin. But my craving will always be for porn, b/c I can get the same release AND look at naked women. That's how I view myself b/c it is true. I'm a functioning addict with the ability to have things get really out of control if I don't tighten this up. So here I am.