22yo - No Title

Discussion in 'Ages 20-24' started by tig, Apr 25, 2012.

  1. tig

    tig Guest

    Re: 22yo - Chasing The Purple Star

    Today is Day 59 and there are 42 Days to go until Sept 26th and I get my purple star
     
  2. RunDroogieRun

    RunDroogieRun New Member

    Re: 22yo - Chasing The Purple Star

    This made me laugh sooooo hard:
     
  3. tig

    tig Guest

    Re: 22yo - Chasing The Purple Star

    Today is Day 60 and there are 41 Days to go until Sept 26th and I get my purple star
     
  4. tig

    tig Guest

    Re: 22yo - Chasing The Purple Star

    Today is Day 61 and there are 40 Days to go until Sept 26th and I get my purple star
     
  5. tig

    tig Guest

    Re: 22yo - Chasing The Purple Star

    Today is Day 62 and there are 39 Days to go until Sept 26th and I get my purple star
     
  6. tig

    tig Guest

    Re: 22yo - Chasing The Purple Star

    Today is Day 63 and there are 38 Days to go until Sept 26th and I get my purple star
     
  7. tig

    tig Guest

    Re: 22yo - Chasing The Purple Star

    Today is Day 76 and there are 25 Days to go until Sept 26th and I get my purple star
     
  8. tig

    tig Guest

    Re: 22yo - Chasing The Purple Star

    Real good motivation to be very cautious of rationalising it to yourself to start up again...and what can happen if you do. At this point thats what I'm most scared of.
     
  9. tig

    tig Guest

    Re: 22yo - Chasing The Purple Star

    Today is Day 82 and there 19 Days to go until Sept 26th and I get my purple star
     
  10. TheUnderdog

    TheUnderdog Active Member Staff Member

    Re: 22yo - Chasing The Purple Star

    Tell us something man, how's life? What benefits have you been experiencing? Are you still sexually active? etc
     
  11. tig

    tig Guest

    Re: 22yo - Chasing The Purple Star

    Today is Day 88 and there are 13 Days to go until Sept 26th and I get my purple star.

    So thoughts update:

    Why has stopping porn been so cool for me?

    I think its easy to just focus on the addiction and forget the consequences that most (not all) of us are trying to overcome and that is ED. When I first stopped watching porn and masturbating around 144 days ago I was a virgin. Now I've successfully had sex with no ED problems. Maybe the porn and masturbation did induce it, maybe it didn't, who cares. If that's a benefit of not watching porn and masturbating i'll take it but its an added benefit.

    The best benefit for me has been the free time, the focused mind and the number 1 - training my brain to realise that its not going experience sexual pleasure unless it finds a woman. This situation will be different for people who have wives or partners or who are reasonably good at meeting women and having sex with them. For me, although I'm improving, I'm not the best at meeting women and having sex with them. Only done it 3 times from meeting 2000-2500 women. So for me, and hopefully anyone in my situation, it adds focus. I realise, holy shit, I'm not gunna get to ejaculate unless I have sex with a woman. And this sharpens you. You go out more, you try harder with women because you really really want to ejaculate.

    To be honest, before stopping watching porn and masturbating I still used to go out a lot and tried pretty hard, but it pushed me up to another level. I already went out 4-7 nights a week and did some daygame (PUA reference) once in a while. I escalated (PUA) and tried to make things happen but as I said stopping the porn and masturbation has just dialed me up another notch. I'm sure there are plenty more notches to go where I beast it (PUA) even harder and escalate and do crazy outside-my-comfort-zone shit more and more and have more and more hot sex with hotter and hotter girls. Threesomes. 3 Girls in a week. Upwards from there. I'm going to go up more notches, but I don't want to sink down a notch by going back to watching porn and masturbating again. That's my main reason not to PMO at this point in time.
     
  12. tig

    tig Guest

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    I was sooooo excited last night and this morning.

    I met a small cute 20 year old girl from New York last night. We had great eye contact, smiling, were holding hands, i was stroking her hands, she was stroking mine back. We kissed a little bit. I took her downstairs for a few minutes to get away from her friends. She said she liked me I said I liked her. I put my hand on her leg. I told her she was making me so hard. I put her hand on my hard penis and told her that its her fault she did that to me. She didn't leave it on there (grrr, next time). We exchanged numbers and when she got home that night she said "I'm free all day tomorrow". I was like, hours of daytime sex wooo! I texted back, maybe we could have a late breakfast. She said she'd love that, text me tomorrow. I spent that whole night waking up again and again with aching erections. Such an amazing feeling, the anticipation of having sex with this girl. To the greatest moment in life, greater than the deed, greater than the day after, the moment of anticipation! Texted her this morning but she changed her mind and said she is having lunch with her friend but suggested we meet up tonight. I'll go, see how it goes. I wanna stick my hand down the back of her pants. I wanna rub my dick against her. I wanna take her back to her house or my house and put my dick in her. I want to lick her. I want her to suck me dry. How can porn compare to these feelings. God I'm so horny right now. It feels so good. If nothing happens tonight i'm going out again, fully charged, not depleted by MO or PMO, so horny and ready to meet more and more girls.

    Ahhh

    As I'm writing this I'm so horny

    EDIT: being horny is a good thing. Being horny is not a burden where you have to be pissed off because you have to avoid PMOing. Being horny is when you get so excited. You love that feeling. You're so horny, its so amazing, you just wanna fuck every beautiful woman that is near you. Being horny is an awesome feeling. I love being horny. I wish I could stay horny for the rest of my life. Being horny means your a healthy human being who loves and is going get some sex!!!

    FUCK YES!!!!
     
  13. TheUnderdog

    TheUnderdog Active Member Staff Member

    Re: 22yo - Chasing The Purple Star

    FUCK YES indeed!!!

    Love reading these kind of stories.

    And yes, being horny is amazing. I love that feeling.

    You should add a trigger warning to your post though.
     
  14. tig

    tig Guest

    Re: 22yo - Chasing The Purple Star

    Haha watched some porn today

    Got to 95 Days. Pretty happy with that.
     
  15. TheUnderdog

    TheUnderdog Active Member Staff Member

    Re: 22yo - Chasing The Purple Star

    That's weird.

    I can never see myself relapsing being so close to the purple star.

    Make sure to not binge. Get back on track as soon as possible.
     

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