Here I am again. I've managed to pull myself out of a very shitty time... I reached 110 days in the past but feel deep. I felt a strong sexual desire to meet women until now and actually had a few dates as well (which is a great progress for me) during this streak. I wasn't getting ANY urges whatsoever until a few days ago. How do I feel now? (any urges to view P) I had great hope in myself and my abilities throughout most days and I was emotionally very expressive. I had such a great confidence and voice. All is gone now, I doubt myself extremely and feel just shitty as well. I lost my desire to go out and socialise, but getting urges for the first time in this streak (after over 60 days!). I don't know anymore. Why did my mood and confidence change to the opposite? I really had amazing superpowers until very recently. Dead real sexual drive, no confidence, loss of superpowers is what I've got. Not being able to enjoy music or other stuff anymore. A few days ago I started lightly eating sweet stuff again which I didn't ate during this streak at all...... I cannot explain this to me. I've had countless streaks of 50,80 etc. Days during my last 3 years here. Seems like this period is where I've always relapsed again. Please people, say something..... I feel lost. Where did my real desire go.... Its dead. Yep, +60 days of hardmode and no PMO.