20 years of age, ready for hard mode after 4 years of ed

Discussion in 'Ages 20-24' started by EddyCisready, Dec 3, 2016.

  1. EddyCisready

    EddyCisready New Member

    hey everyone, I'm eddy and I have PIED. I have noticed about 4 years ago that I could not get it up to a real partner because that was my first sexual experience with a real girl. I have watched porn heavily since I was 12 and my porn habits got so bad that I even developed ed to porn. So about a year ago I found Yourbrainonporn.com and realized that I need to quit watching porn. I quit porn but I still masterbated to porn fantasy so I believe this is why I have not seen improvement in my erectile health. So now I decleared that I will abstain from PMO for about 90 days and I would love to take you guys on this journey with me. My hope is someone will come across my journal one day and become inspired by my success. I will be posting and my recovery process and how my erectile health has improved or if I go through a flatline. Well tomorrow actually marks 10 ten days without PMO and I'm going to be hanging out with a girl I like so I'll also post non that. I'm hoping being around a real girl and getting to know her and kissing and cuddling without sex will be very beneficial in my reboot. Alright guys I'm excited and I hope I can become a success story
     
  2. EddyCisready

    EddyCisready New Member

    Day 10
    Alright today marks 10 days of no PMO, I'm thinking bout making these every 10 days till I reach a 100. So I was suppose to hang out with this girl today but that fell through lol but hopefully I'll hang out with her next week and I'll let u know how that goes. I have these pain in my balls, I'm pretty sure it's blue balls. It feels like someone is pulling my balls haha. I get morning wood but it's not as strong as I'd like, and i don't get spontaneous erections throughout the day. I still have thoughts and flashes in my head from time to time but it's quick and I hope it doesn't slow down my reboot. Alright that's it for this week hopefully I can make it 10 more days and hopefully I'll start to see more results, wish me luck!
     
  3. 100DaysMission

    100DaysMission Active Member

    Congratulations on 10 days - that is a great start! Also great that you are already meeting real girls (well if you arrange something for next week!).
    Having ED for four years must have been rough, and I see a lot of similarities in your experiences as I had with mine. But the process works, just stick with it, and stay disciplined.
    It's good that you get morning wood and spontaneous erections. These should strengthen over time, but at least they show there is nothing biologically wrong.

    All the best!
     
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  4. EddyCisready

    EddyCisready New Member

    Update:
    I hung out with a girl yesterday night and we proceeded to kiss and touch and my dick got hard and she gave me oral sex and I came. My erection was good and the head felt great. So now I'm wondering if I'm cured or do I still have work to do because I still can't get an erection to my touch alone. But i know one things for sure I will not masterbate or watch porn. I think the best thing for me is to continue nofap and rewire my brain to real women. I'm on day 16 and will still give a 20 day update
     
  5. EddyCisready

    EddyCisready New Member

    Day 20
    Alright I'm currently at day 20 of no fap, some days feel better then others, every since my orgasm I kinda feel empty and my libido is low but the other day I woke up with a rock solid erection. My goal now is to go all of 2017 without masterbating. I think this will strengthen my erectile health. I plan on having sex with this female on Thursday so I'll let u guys know how that goes. I think obstaining from porn and masterbation while hanging out with a real female will rewire me
     
  6. EddyCisready

    EddyCisready New Member

    Update:
    I just wanted to write here that I'm currently on day 25 and I'm experiencing some symptoms that can be attributed to not masterbating for so long. I have had pain in my prostate which I looked it up and it could be prostaitis which can be caused by infrequent ejaculation. I also have had pain in my balls. I feel as if my body has been so used to ejaculation everyday that once I stop then my body is not used to it. As for erections I do have hard erections sometimes but I'll have to test it out with an actual female
     
  7. EddyCisready

    EddyCisready New Member

    i have entered a flatline, I have very little libido, my penis has shrunk and it numb and I have very little motivation. I hope I hope this doesn't last long and I'm willing to fight through it.
     
  8. EddyCisready

    EddyCisready New Member

    Day 30
    Alright I have made it a whole month without fapping and few ejaculations. About 3 with a girl. I still have very little sex drive and libido. I'm not really interested in sex nor do I feel horny. I haven't been waking up with morning wood either so ik I have entered a flatline. Going forward I'm going to try and cut back on ejaculation with a partner too so I can regain penile sensitivity. I'm hoping I can get through this flatline. I've haven't really been focusing on no fap which I think is good, I'm taking it one day at a time and I've been working out. Hopefully this process will be worth it
     
  9. EddyCisready

    EddyCisready New Member

    Update:
    So I believe I have seen my first benefit from my nofap journey. Over Christmas break I have interacted way more with family members than I have in the past. I'm way more interested in conversation and I can keep a conversation going for longer. Usually around Christmas time I'm to myself and rarely talk to anyone or just lock myself in my room
     
  10. EddyCisready

    EddyCisready New Member

    Update:
    Last night I had a wet dream, I woke up and my briefs were soaked, I hope this doesn't set me back, my penis still feels empty and kind of lifeless, hopefully I'll regain sensitivity soon
     
  11. EddyCisready

    EddyCisready New Member

    Day 40
    So today marks day 40 on my no fap journey and I'm feeling optimistic, I'm much more confident and I have much better communication skills. I was also able to have successful sex without no ed the other day. It's a new year and I'm making it my goal to not masterbate all of 2017. My brain is still getting use to me not masterbating so that's why I think I feel like I'm in a flatline, I dnt have libido or a sex drive and I rarely get spontaneous erections and I wake up with very soft morning wood, but like I said I am optimistic and the future is looking bright
     
  12. EddyCisready

    EddyCisready New Member

    I'm currently on day 45 and I can definitely see improve in my erectile health. When I get an erection it's stronger, firmer and it last longer.
     
  13. K-Dot

    K-Dot We gon' be alright!

    Hey bro, great news that you can already have a sex after 40 days, just continue doing what you have begun and if you ever feel urge to watch porn again, just rembember how does it feel to have a PIED
     
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  14. EddyCisready

    EddyCisready New Member

    Thanks brother, I feel a lot better and never want to go back to having PIED
     
  15. EddyCisready

    EddyCisready New Member

    Day 50
    So today marks day 50 on no fap and I felt great a week ago but I believe I have fell back into a flatline. I also had sex and my erection wasn't as strong as I would of liked it to be but it was responsive to female touch and foreplay. So hopefully my erectile strength will return soon. Before I orgasmed I had a lot of energy and I was sleeping a lot less but after I orgasmed I feel as if it gave me a hangover and now I'm feeling tired and lazy again. Maybe an orgasm set me back but I'm not certain
     
    Last edited: Jan 12, 2017
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  16. EddyCisready

    EddyCisready New Member

    So I just had successfu sex, got hard after foreplay and I can feel erectile health getting much better
     
  17. AnHonestSoul

    AnHonestSoul Member

    Nice dude! Keep up the streak!
     
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  18. EddyCisready

    EddyCisready New Member

    Day 60
    I have arrived at 2 months without fapping and I definitely have had progress since day one, I'm more confident, I'm better with words and I'm much more relaxed, less anxiety too. As for erections I haven't been waking up with rock hard erections and I get a bit on spontaneous erections here and there. As for sex I have been getting harder when kissing and see progress there as well. So i hope that I see more improvements as more weeks go by
     
  19. EddyCisready

    EddyCisready New Member

    Day 70
    Alright I'm on around 70 days and things have been crazy haha. So I ended up masterbating without fantasy to see where I was at, erection quality was good and it was enjoyable. Then I was with a female and we started kissing and touching and I got fully hard both rounds of sex through foreplay. But then me and the girl I was seeing decided to end things, this was hard for me but now on the bright sight I'm going to try and do no pmo whatsoever to reset everything
     
  20. EddyCisready

    EddyCisready New Member

    Day 80

    So I have reached 80 days and I have seen spectacular improvements in myself. First of all, I been much more confident and fluent with my words, before I never used to talk in my class but now after 80 days, everytime the teacher asks a question my hand is raised and I'm talking in class. It's amazing because before when I was forced to talk in class I would get terrible anxiety and I would stumble on my words and stutter now I'm much more confident and I no longer have anxiety. Now in the sexual area the gains are coming strong, I recently had sex with a female and I got hard from foreplay and I got hard the second time around as well, erection was at 100% both times. It felt as if my erections were much fuller and stronger and it felt great penetrating her and I could feel her vaginal walls. I had prostate pain before as I mentioned in previous post but I rarley get them now, I went 2 whole weeks without ejaculation and my prostate was fine. I feel as if my prostate is getting used to my new ejaculation schedule such as I'm not madtervating every day instead I am every week or 2. So yea I feel great, no fap has been a life changer and imma keep this up
     

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