|````of course you can get to 60 days. It is common to have a bad patch. I'm afraid it is just what happens during withdrawal. It happens during wtthdrawal of alcohol or cocaine.The same brain circuits are involved in becoming tolerant and escalating to get the same buzz. You got down as others have. Keep going. We are with you. You are young and after rebooting you may want to M to O. My own view is that this is ok, so long as it doesn't lead to viewing P again, and as long as you don't use it for a permanent substitute to entering a relationship, whether you are straight or gay. Others on the site may disagree, but it would worth reading the book on sexual addiction by Birchard. It gives a very balanced account. I'm following you (at 20 days) so keep ahead of me.