I've been masturbating/watching porn since I was 12, and now I'm seventeen. I really can't believe it's been that long and I quit today. I did it a lot (daily) when I was a pre-teen/early-teen. Then, I got older and it became less frequent (approx 2x/wk). I figured I wasn't addicted, since it wasn't daily and that I could stop at any time, only I never did. I tried to tell myself it was okay and even healthy, but I'd always feel so guilty and gross after. Also, it's been affecting my relationships. I can't get that turned on by guys. (I'm a girl) Like I want it and it feels good, but I feel so detached, I guess. I don't want to feel that way. Plus, when I watch porn I usually focus on the female and it's usually the more degrading scenes that I like, which is bad. I'm not attracted to girls, at all. It makes me uncomfortable that I can't orgasm without thinking about boobs. Anyways, I just feel super messed up about this and it's becoming too much to ignore or come up with excuses for. I'm done and I want to be able to have normal relationships and stuff. I want to be free from this addiction. I know this site is mostly for guys, but I have the same issue. More to come later! It feels good to admit I have a problem and take action to solve it!