120 days of hard mode. let's find out what's on the other side

Discussion in 'Ages 25-29' started by Dee556pak, Aug 20, 2020.

  1. Dee556pak

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    Day 33/120

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  2. Dee556pak

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    Day 34/120

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    I don't write much here everyday. Only come here to write "success" on this wall. Cuz I don't think about it at all now a days. I focus on learning, doing well in my exams. and I believe this is what one should do instead of thinking about no fap all day.
    you are only gonna make things harder for yourself if you focus only on not Fapping or not watching porn. Instead give yourself a goal. Learn something new. Focus on your career use this time wisely.
    And im a very severe case myself. used to fap 3-4 times a day atleast and did it for more than 14 years so it's not like it's easy for me to do what I'm doing. But gradually I have learnt to deal with it more efficiently. And I believe everyone should go about it the same way cuz it's much easier.
     
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  3. igrow

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    Proud of you!
     
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  4. Dee556pak

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    Day 35/120

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  5. Dee556pak

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    Day 36

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    Day 37/120

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    Day 38/120

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    Day 39/130

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  9. Dee556pak

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    Day 40/120

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    Not being on social media has given me a lot of free time that I'm using and should use in a better and more productive way. There is one thing that I keep thinking about these days. Since my focus is improving gradually and I'm able to read and understand things in a better way. Also being on this journey and saying NO to my addition everyday has kinda strengthened my will power. So I'm thinking of using this positivity to achieve something big in life. and there is one exam in my country which is considered to be one of the toughest exams in the world to crack. I'm thinking of preparing for that exam. I know it sounds a bit too much but a part of me says I should go for it. I'm 28 and a half years old atm. And till 35 I'm allowed to sit for that exam. And that exam is conducted every year so I still got almost 6 attempts. Even if I start small and just give my 4 hours everyday initially I'll be able to set up a strong foundation in the next 1 year before I go hard at it. It's not just about NO FAP anymore I want to make it something more meaningful and all I have to do, is just focus on one day at a time.. I don't know if I'll be successful or not and to be honest I don't care, I just don't want to have any regrets of not even trying when I'm old. So everyday I'll update my journal on this wall. And I'll try to be brutally honest with myself. Let's see what happens.
     
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  10. Dee556pak

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    Day 41/120

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    I'm feeling good. :)
     
  11. Dee556pak

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    Day 42/120

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  12. Dee556pak

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    Day 43/120

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    Day 44/120

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  14. Dee556pak

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    Day 45/120

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    Another day is about to end. Not much I did today that would feel satisfying. The goal that I have set for myself seems very daunting. I'll be honest I'm not at all confident about the outcome. Forget the outcome, I'm not even sure if I'll ever be able to find the right path to follow. But I don't want to quit, I seriously don't know what will happen if I'll make it or fuck everything up. But I still wanna walk. Im so fucking afraid right now at this stage, but I don't wanna give up before I even begin. I hope I'll figure everything out soon.
     
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  15. Deleted User

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    I'm really glad to see you going strong. I deleted my previous thread as I relapsed big time, in terms of PMO, Prostitute and drugs. I went through hell, I was completely fucked up. But I got everything together and starting my journey again. I will be very careful this time. You are becoming an inspiration. Keep going like this.
     
  16. Dee556pak

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    Day 46/120

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    with No PORN, NO MASTURBATION AND NO ORGASM.
    Apart form that I somewhat am satisfied with myself today. But I can do better. I'll try to do better tomorrow.
     
  17. Dee556pak

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    Day 48/120
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    I was mostly out today busy doing some work. But came back home in the evening and have been studying since then. More power to anyone who is reading this. We all can and will do it!
     
  18. Dee556pak

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    Day 49/120

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    Don't know where this road will take me to. but I'm walking everyday.
     
  19. Dee556pak

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    Day 50/120
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    50 days! No PMO at all.
     
  20. Dee556pak

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    Day 55/120
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    Soon I'll be pmo free for two months. ❤️
     

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