[113 Days] - Goodbye!

Discussion in 'Ages 25-29' started by livefreeordiehard, Aug 2, 2012.

  1. grzeg12

    grzeg12 New Member

    Re: [104 Days] - Not cured yet

    DON' T FEEL DEPRESSED because of masturbation.

    Man you are did 100 days ! Now you try doing next tasks.
    But be very careful, because your addiction will try to damaged your progress.
    What is more I only go to chat-room and my dick start stand up and now my masturbation feel like in PMO times, ( I wrote about it special topic in section PA)

    So be happy that you make 100 days, and never come back to porn or sth what can start your addiction again.


    "What?

    Are you expecting to get boners just from looking at women on the street?

    It just won't happen."

    When I have some days of libido during my 86 days reboot I have erection in school, so it isn;t impossible I guess.
    I also have "this special magic feeling in brain". Sooo if I give my brain more time to heal, who know how it starts react ? :)
     
  2. livefreeordiehard

    livefreeordiehard New Member

    Re: [105 Days] - Not cured yet

    Every day I'm away from porn is a good day. But as I said, I never was a patient guy. My ED is what is worrying me.

    I hope the MO does not set back ED recovery. I hope that the healing picks up where it was.
     
  3. grzeg12

    grzeg12 New Member

    Re: [105 Days] - Not cured yet

    4 masturbations don;t slowed your progress.
    But I want to recall that you must be now very careful, because from instead of 4 masturbation it can be 14 in the future.
    Everything depend on you. But what I remember I started from one masturbation, next 2,3,4 ....and I finished all January in masturbation.
    So don;t make my mistakes. I started thinking " I have already masturbation today so why I can;t masturbate once again, from tomorrow I started new reboot"
     
  4. livefreeordiehard

    livefreeordiehard New Member

    Re: [106 Days] - Not cured yet

    Had morning wood and 2 chubbies today. Nothing rock solid though.

    So it is getting better. But my refractory period is still too long.
     
  5. Anon84

    Anon84 New Member

    Re: [106 Days] - Not cured yet

    The only way to test your ED is for you to have sex with a partner. If it's worrying you, I say hook up with a woman and see how you get on. It's the only way your going to know how you're progressing with your ED problems.

    You haven't lost all the progress you have made in the past 100 days. Try not to MO anymore tough.

    If anything, rewire yourself by hooking up wit a girl. And then you take gauge your progress and take things from there.

    I know I keep mentioning hooking up with girls etc. But it's the best way to test your ED problems and check on your progress. Hope this helps you :)
     
  6. livefreeordiehard

    livefreeordiehard New Member

    Re: [108 Days] - Not cured yet

    3 morning woods in a row now.

    Flatlining throughout the day though, and my balls don't hang that low as before.
     
  7. Barneybarn

    Barneybarn Reboot and rewire!

    Re: [108 Days] - Not cured yet

    You're on your way just keep on going!
    Reboot and rewire,
    Barn
     
  8. livefreeordiehard

    livefreeordiehard New Member

    Re: [109 Days] - Not cured yet

    Day 109:

    Well, no morning wood today, but a fantasy and an erection as I was lying in my bed.

    Today, a friend of mine "hacked" his TV provider to get some Pay-TV channels, and I was just there chillin. As he zapped through the channels that he unlocked, to show me his achievement, he stayed on a porn channel for a few seconds.
    No reaction downstairs.

    Maybe a good sign?

    I'm flatlining, so it could be just that. Or I am now really and truly over porn.
     
  9. J.P.

    J.P. Active Member

    Re: [109 Days] - Not cured yet

    I hope you are over porn completely. That would be awesome.
     
  10. livefreeordiehard

    livefreeordiehard New Member

    Re: [109 Days] - Not cured yet

    Plus:

    My glans starts to recover.

    Some of the grey parts became red, it does not look very good atm, but when every part becomes red and then, I don't know - purple? - it'll be awesome.
     
  11. livefreeordiehard

    livefreeordiehard New Member

    Re: [111 Days] - Not cured yet

    MO'd.

    Got a nice boner and went all the way.

    Record without MO: 2/7
     
  12. Barneybarn

    Barneybarn Reboot and rewire!

    Re: [111 Days] - Not cured yet

    Diehard this is from my own journal:
    I think it could also apply for you!
    Reboot and rewire,
    Barn
     
  13. livefreeordiehard

    livefreeordiehard New Member

    Re: [111 Days] - Not cured yet

    I'm not as hard on myself anymore, that is why I let myself MO from time to time, I think. As a single and a long term rebooter it is not easy to abstain that long, these slips had to come eventually.
    And it is ok. I will try to abstain as long as I can and try to break my old no MO streak.

    This time I MO'd because I want a flatline back so that I'll heal faster, if that makes any sense. I'm in unknown territory here and nobody can give me advice on my glans problem, it seems.
     
  14. livefreeordiehard

    livefreeordiehard New Member

    Re: [111 Days] - Not cured yet

    Ok, I'm in a competitive mood now, I'll say:

    No touching AT ALL until Sep. 1, 2013! That would mean 200 days and a week (2 consecutive blue stars)!
    I made it to 100 days, I certainly can make it to 200. Hell yeah!

    The only thing that will stop me, is if I am completely healed way before that date.
     
  15. TheUnderdog

    TheUnderdog Active Member Staff Member

    Re: [111 Days] - Remotivating myself

    When are you planning on dating women?
     
  16. livefreeordiehard

    livefreeordiehard New Member

    Re: [111 Days] - Remotivating myself

    Good news: I finally found work. Just an internship though. It's until Sep. 1, so that's why I chose this date as end point.

    Bad news: I will not have much spare time to workout and to date. Will try to do both anyway, simultaneously to my reboot.
    I will focus on the job and the training, but will also try to get some dates.

    I don't expect to get lucky anytime soon though. I'm a pretty bad PMO addict case, but, when I feel good and there is someone I can be with, I'll definitely try to have sex.

    I will just work, get in shape, date. No expectations - I would only get frustrated if I had any.
     
  17. ariwl1

    ariwl1 New Member

    Re: [111 Days] - Remotivating myself

    Hey any forward progress is good progress. Who knows you may meet someone when you didn't expect it and things will really take off.
     
  18. livefreeordiehard

    livefreeordiehard New Member

    Re: [112 Days] - Remotivating myself

    Is it normal that your balls don't hang anymore after orgasm?

    Is this "reload ammo mode", or is this a sign that you're still rebooting?
    How long does it take to get hanging balls again as a normal guy?
     
  19. grzeg12

    grzeg12 New Member

    Re: [112 Days] - Diehard's Journal

    You too much think about this. Take it easy
     
  20. TrainingTheDragon

    TrainingTheDragon New Member

    Re: [112 Days] - Diehard's Journal

    I agree but only because I'm guilty of the same thing. I spent some time yesterday thinking about whether the way my sack hangs means anything before slapping myself and deciding I needed to chill.
     

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