[113 Days] - Goodbye!

Discussion in 'Ages 25-29' started by livefreeordiehard, Aug 2, 2012.

  1. Barneybarn

    Barneybarn Reboot and rewire!

    Re: [102 Days] - Not cured yet

    Good on yah! Fuck PMO!
    Reboot and rewire,
    Barn
     
  2. Laurynas

    Laurynas 300 Days+ Experienced.

    Re: [102 Days] - Not cured yet

    Oh you little wanker! Leave that toy alone, it's for pussies only!!!
     
  3. Oilers92

    Oilers92 Guest

    Re: [102 Days] - Not cured yet

    So what is your advice to people who will hit 100 in the future? Should they avoid masterbating?
     
  4. livefreeordiehard

    livefreeordiehard New Member

    Re: [102 Days] - Not cured yet

    I'm a bad case in general, I wouldn't give any advice, because most guys are cured after 100 days.
    But I was not. I still need time to heal.
     
  5. GizZy

    GizZy Want my boner back!

    Re: [102 Days] - Not cured yet

     
  6. livefreeordiehard

    livefreeordiehard New Member

    Re: [102 Days] - Not cured yet

    The glans is not fully recovered. And right now my dick is insensitive again. I couldn't MO again if I wanted to.

    Libido wasn't really back.
    And the feeling post-orgasm was bad.

    I first have to check how much time it'll take to get the sensitivity back. And I will have to check if I get morning wood tomorrow morning.
     
  7. livefreeordiehard

    livefreeordiehard New Member

    Re: [103 Days] - Not cured yet

    Day 1 after MO:

    No morning wood
    No libido
    Gained sensitivity still gone

    Definitely not cured yet.
     
  8. Laurynas

    Laurynas 300 Days+ Experienced.

    Re: [103 Days] - Not cured yet

    http://www.yourbrainonporn.com/started-internet-porn-and-my-reboot-erectile-dysfunction-taking-too-long worth a read.
     
  9. Axiomatic

    Axiomatic Member

    Re: [103 Days] - Not cured yet

    Shit, this is my worry. My girlfriend has been waiting patiently since November. I don't want to go till March (when my 90 days is up) and not be ready for sex. Were you extremely sensitive before you MO'd?
     
  10. livefreeordiehard

    livefreeordiehard New Member

    Re: [103 Days] - Not cured yet

    A few strokes and I was up.

    But now this is gone again. Complete flatline, mentally and physically again. No libido, no sensitivity. After 2 fucking MOs with a few hours in between. After over 100 days of abstinence. I hate my brain.

    Hopefully I'm sooner out of it than the last time.
     
  11. grzeg12

    grzeg12 New Member

    Re: [103 Days] - Not cured yet

    you masturbated twice so be prepare that chaser effect can appear.

    If you start count days from 1, it is easy to masturbate again, so be careful.
     
  12. livefreeordiehard

    livefreeordiehard New Member

    Re: [103 Days] - Not cured yet

    I don't have chasers, I fell right back to a flatline, and all my sensitivity is gone again.

    It really feels like when I was at day 70 again, where it was the same...
     
  13. Axiomatic

    Axiomatic Member

    Re: [103 Days] - Not cured yet

    Last year, between Sept and Late November, I'd probably come about once a week from a handjob where I'd be extremely sensitive but then right after that I'd go into a state of numbness. I am really fearful of this happening after a long reboot too.

    How was your libido during the MO time? Did you feel 100% ready?

    When I'm near my girlfriend now, I have been able to get hard quite easily and my desire for intercourse has been high. I haven't had this in a while, but I'm still afraid that this reboot will take longer than 90 days to make sure I don't fall into a flatline again.
     
  14. livefreeordiehard

    livefreeordiehard New Member

    Re: [103 Days] - Not cured yet

    So it took you one week to be sensitive again? Or did this happen faster?

    I was getting boners just from thinking of making out with a woman.

    But, real women didn't have that effect on me when I saw them.
     
  15. livefreeordiehard

    livefreeordiehard New Member

    Re: [104 Days] - Not cured yet

    MO'd again because I was depressed. I'm so stupid... AAAAAAAAARGH!

    I don't have the patience anymore, seriously...
     
  16. ModusVivendi

    ModusVivendi New Member

    Re: [104 Days] - Not cured yet

    Bro you just need to rewire now. It doesn't seem like you'll have ED problems at all... This is the last step, don't give up.
     
  17. livefreeordiehard

    livefreeordiehard New Member

    Re: [104 Days] - Not cured yet

    I'm in flatline again, how can I be before my last step?
    I had to stroke for a minute today and the erection wasn't as hard as previously.

    It really feels like a huge setback right now.

    Fuck this, I'll do another 180 days no fucking touching at all.
     
  18. Barneybarn

    Barneybarn Reboot and rewire!

    Re: [104 Days] - Not cured yet

    You have to change your perception of P and M and O in general. We have to stop looking for instant gratification. The following quote is from my own journal:
    and there is a longer version from Netherlife, which I found most inspiring:
    and the same in a picture version :D
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    I hope it helped!
    Reboot and rewire,
    Barn
     
  19. TheUnderdog

    TheUnderdog Active Member Staff Member

    Re: [103 Days] - Not cured yet

    What?

    Are you expecting to get boners just from looking at women on the street?

    It just won't happen.
     
  20. livefreeordiehard

    livefreeordiehard New Member

    Re: [103 Days] - Not cured yet

    No, the state I was before I MO'd would be enough for me, that thinking about being intimate with a woman would give me a hardon.

    But it should be always there.
     

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