100 day experiment - daily post

Discussion in 'Ages 25-29' started by igrow, Jun 1, 2020.

  1. igrow

    igrow Active Member

    Day 95 - Success

    There were times in the past 95 days where I would get into a fog or wave of lethargy would overcome me, or irritation, and it would take a while of trying to gain the energy and self talk my way out of it.

    Those waves still come here and there, but the self talk is automatic and it takes a lot lot less time.

    I'm proud of getting to know this new me. Long may it continue.

    Reminder to stay focused, chip away at those negative aspects. There are still so many. Go through the pain, enjoy the pain. Enjoy and accept the pain because thats the only honest road to growth here.

    Day by day.

    95/100
     
  2. igrow

    igrow Active Member

    Day 96 - Success

    When you're coming clear of the fog. Don't take it for granted. Don't think you're past it or your strong enough. Stay vigilant and focus on your goals.

    Fuck porn, watching other people have sex and frying your own brain. Dulling your own life. What a waste. Never going back to that.

    Onwards and upwards. Be all you can be, until you get to where you never thought you could. Then aim higher and repeat.

    Day by day.

    96/100
     
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  3. Apeman

    Apeman It means you're a baboon... And I'm not

    me getting hyped from reading igrow posts:


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  4. igrow

    igrow Active Member

    Day 97 - Success

    Nothing can stop you other than yourself. Nothing can do the job for you other than yourself.
    Do whatever it takes and get past all the bullshit.
    The time spent in the waves and fog, whenever it comes, gets less and less. Now I feel like I could do better if an hour goes by "unconsciously"
    Life is there to be lived.
    You've got a gift of life and a gift of a brain. Don't waste one by ruining the other.

    Recovery is possible.
    Even 97 days in I'm still taking it... Day by Day. I'm still at the beginning of this.
    How easy it would be to slip and forget these states of mind.

    I can't let that happen to me.
    I'm moving to knew ground.
    I'm a version of me I haven't ever known before.

    I'm going to keep setting goals and achieving them.
    I'm going to remember the negatives of porn and sexting addiction daily.
    I'm going to remember, be grateful for and USE the tools that got me here.

    Success story in the making.

    Day by day.

    97/100
     
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  5. Apeman

    Apeman It means you're a baboon... And I'm not

    You're so close to your goal. So tell us, what do you think changed with this particular streak that allowed you to get this far?
     
  6. igrow

    igrow Active Member

    No other choice. Stakes too high.
     
  7. igrow

    igrow Active Member

    Day 98 - Success

    Get more out of life. Don't waste it away. Its being wasted when you're in the fog.

    Do whatever it takes.

    Keep levelling up and never forget.

    Regression isn't even an option, it's only forward facing.

    Day by day.

    98/100
     
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  8. Apeman

    Apeman It means you're a baboon... And I'm not

    And the stakes are too high because you're posting publicly?
     
  9. igrow

    igrow Active Member

    Day 99 - Success

    Transformation.
    Focus on the new, Focus on the good.

    Bigger and better.

    Self love and Self discipline.

    Dont ever waste the gift of life.

    Day by day.

    99/100
     
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  10. Apeman

    Apeman It means you're a baboon... And I'm not

  11. Moses1991

    Moses1991 Member

    Congrats dude, let me know where to send that cake
     
  12. igrow

    igrow Active Member

    Day 100 - Success.

    I came, I saw, I conquered.

    Alas, the 100 days are done and it's the first time in my adult life I've ever gone 100 days without PMO.

    In some ways I feel like a different person. In some ways I'm learning about a better version about me. In some ways I'm still at the very beginning of my journey.

    I will be continuing to take my steps, day by day.

    If I can do it, so can anyone else reading this. Just do whatever it takes and don't make a single excuse. No even listen to your mind or think. I just set the goal, set the rules and blindly followed until I'm here now.

    It was the hardest thing I've ever had to do, at the hardest time of my life. But it had to be done.

    I'll continue my journey off of here. Onwards and upwards.

    Thanks to those who read this. I wrote for myself, however knowing at some stage others were gaining strength from reading my thoughts, spurred me on.

    I believe in you all.
    Dont make any excuses.
    Its possible.
    Its worth it.

    Peace.
     
  13. Apeman

    Apeman It means you're a baboon... And I'm not

  14. Dee556pak

    Dee556pak Member

    Well done champ!! Do comeback to let us know about your future successes! We all are proud of you
     
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  15. Bilbo Baggins

    Bilbo Baggins Well-Known Member

    Congratulations man! Keep up the good work!
     
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  16. Ccman123

    Ccman123 Member

    This is so awesome man I'm so happy for you. Congrats!
     
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  17. igrow

    igrow Active Member

    Thank you all for the congratulations!

    If I can do this and get through the fog, you all can too. No doubt!

    Now its time for igrow to continue the journey and step it up another level.

    Good luck to you all!
     
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  18. Deleted User

    Deleted User Guest

    Keep updating us about your journey, it gives us a reason to come back here.
     

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