So, I have never used this type of forum before. This last 10 months was the cleanest I have been since before I started. Today marks the 9th time I have failed in the last two months, starting late March. So, it seems the issue has come back.. and I was going to use this online post similarly to how I was using a paper journal. For my own peace of mind and maybe someone will read my ramblings and find something useful. So, today is Day 0.