I had my first date this year. A 19 year old came over for some movie night, it was nice. We ended up in the bed and Kamagra helped. I had no...
June has been a quite good month. I have tried my best to abstain, and my mood has been bit better in general. I still struggle with checking out...
Was just a tiring day at work, too much to do. Constant reminders of work that I have no time for. I took a break since I am working from home,...
Some positives from this week: Travelled to my hometown for 5 days, spent a lot of time with family and relatives. Has been great! Fun to meet...
Yea alcohol is something that nearly always leads me to relapse the day after. I have to be more careful with it. Last Friday we had the news that...
Hope you are doing well. Read about that girl and I must say that sometimes girls are just not to be understood, their emotions change so swiftly...
I was exhausted today, no energy at all. I did not get to the gym and I browsed Instagram models, MO'3 times and later PMO'd once. Very...
So the past week I did okey. Did not exceed my 2 beer limit during the weekend, was good to be sober. I did not fulfil my goal of 5 workouts but I...
Thanks Bilbo, I am a bit embarrased about writing about relapses on the forum but I do it for myself to keep myself accountable. I feel much...
I PMO'd once this morning. Monday and super tired. I have found myself going back to videogames again, WoW this time and I feel I cannot really...
First work day after Easter. So exhausted. I worked from home, later PMO'd thrice. I don't know why my motivation is so low.
Relapsed. PMO twice today. Still a bit drunk, have partied two nights in a row, has been a lot of fun but I guess it is a risky behaviour from a...
Hi Krebs, hope you are well! I see you also have had trouble getting out of relapsing. I just wanted to share a video of a guy on Youtube that I...
Thank you! I guess I have tried for so many years but never stayed clean for long enough to fully heal. I have seen improvements after many months...
PMO'd thrice.
PMO'd twice. Did okey for a couple of days but I am struggling to get going again. Gym is going pretty well though so that is nice.
MO'd once on Monday morning. I have to get out of bed when waking up and not scrolling the web or Instagram.
Letting go of video games has been a good choice. I have more energy and motivation to meet up with friends. Last weekend I was out with friends...
Tough to hear. I can truly relate to that feeling and having to explain to the girl that she is not the issue. I had a period a few years back...
MO'd five times today, also peeked at some instagram models. Won't count it as a relapse but I have to stop that. I have now uninstalled Steam,...
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