I feel like shit this weekend. Not sure it was food poisoning but that’s besides the point. I am back to daily faps. I convince myself it is an...
Well I find that being busy helps. Sometimes I am on a big project and turn around and realize there is something above my ability. I was to go...
No change on the brain. I was just laying here tired and thinking I don’t like reality. Reality is with the day-to-day humdrum boring laborious...
I’m going up today to see if there has been any growth on my brain tumor. I had a surgery and all three and 09 and it’s been like you know 19...
I have been fairly busy and taking care of myself. I need to learn to love myself and not feel like a piece of crap. Go see if I have any growth...
When I get high my mind is opened. I have a massive hole that has an endless appetite for overeating and pmo. Yesterday I made no excuses and had...
Thanks man. Just had sex with my wife. Felt real good
The sad thing is that deep down I know that I have replaced alcohol with porn as my coping mechanism, my way to escape the stress of real life....
Maybe I was always miserable. Well I had depression ever since at least high school. Feeling sorry for myself. I just have to hope that there...
You are in a bad place man. You have even went to counseling. Your intentions are good. You said counseling won’t be a permanent fix. I know...
I’m kind of new to this but for me playing with myself just to arouse is playing with a loaded gun
Yeah I am not looking for a miracle maybe long-term and improvement. But what I have been doing has been not working for me.
Went to lift for the first time yesterday and what seems like forever. That used to be my go to. I want To still be my go to but thanks change...
That’s what I’m working on. Thanks. Still clean which is impressive for me. I think the CBD takes that edge off
Feeling really down right now. Like I want to cry. I feel listless, nervous and empty. Had the thought of PMO. Passed, I want to cry for like...
So do you think you are clean now because you had a woman who would work with you and eventually allow you to have sex again and again?
I hear you talk about a Mom/ wife issue. I have a very strong wife and has filled the void of the man. In a way it had to happen as I was...
Still have not fapped. Have been using CBD, don’t know if that is a coincidence
She has never been a soft shoulder to cry on. She is generous and loving but probably stressed, heard the same story over and over. She had...
Well a place I can slow down and think. I have distractions a plenty. Right now I am overwhelmed by this project and I would normally fap. If I...
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