Any of you guys garden? I know Saville does and Bobo I know you own some land. I'm really getting serious about food security atm with the...
Summer break coming to an end. It has been very eventful. Lots of ambient stress floating around because of the monster bushfire season we are...
It sounds weird but i find it really helps to shift negative emotion. It worked so fast i almost fell asleep. [MEDIA]
Since my last post i have been drawn into another campaign- climate change. I don't want to talk about it too much on here, because I know people...
You're right, i used to build my ego up in every way I could, looking for compliments from women, being overcritical of just people I saw on the...
I think this is true. Sitting with it rather than running away also builds some kind of resilience or at least familiarity with the feelings, and...
Any contact with real women is called rewiring and it is recommended. The thing is... sex is often followed by a "chaser" effect which means your...
Had sex last week. It messed me up pretty bad. The sex itself was crap as I spent the whole time fantasizing and didn’t even O. The following day...
Sickness is so connected to fantasy for me. I've come down with a head cold and woke several times last night. My dreams were about women we know...
Thanks @quitprofoo. I really appreciate your post, and the posts of everyone who drops by. I often am at a loss to what to write on other's...
You looked after your kids through the summer. That is important work. Like Saville once said to me, it's the most important work. As for...
Haha! I didn't actually believe you @TriGuy60 so I went back and searched my old journal for the word fuck and holy shit it's all over the fucking...
Hey George, Lost in Translation is one of my favorite movies... Read the links you put up. Some familiar faces on the Esquire document, which were...
Fantasy really is a bullet. Recently my relapses haven't been to pmo but fantasy-mo. What fantasy does to the brain is pretty much the...
Got through the holiday okay, but yesterday something happened which threw me. I got a knock at the door at about 11am. It was 2 women who used...
There are lots of reasons to stop. 1) Regain sensitivity (and have the best sex of your life) 2) No more shame 3) Self-confidence 4) Better...
Thanks @Saville They say to forgive others for your own sake and not for theirs. This is the first time I've really experienced that. The stress...
About halfway through the holiday. The drive was looooooong but uneventful. It was actually a good chance to meditate, practice staying in the...
Spent the day out in the garden as planned. We have been having trouble with the back lawn for years, one problem after another has meant the...
I didn't mention yesterday, i've had sex 2x this month which must be some kind of record! Strangely I also had 2 wetdreams this week. Had some...
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