I did not have a clean December or January. I have a bit of a streak going. New plan is to fan that small spark until hopefully: [IMG] Next...
Sometimes I think I am getting a bit stronger, making progress and then.... [IMG] My immediate goal is for a clean December. I know I can do it....
[IMG] I bought a torch and burned some weeds in our gravel driveway yesterday. It was pretty fun! :) I had very strong thoughts (urges) to...
Just wanted to make a quick note of a nice, productive day with no PMO and few if any urges to use. My wife and I were able to get even more done...
The short trip had its good and not so good points. It was fun just hanging out with my wife for a couple days. The bad part was that we had...
Triggers - I've been exposed to some triggers recently. 1. My wife was watching a Netflix movie. I walked by just as a sex scene was starting....
Been there my friend... I have a structured plan for this "opportunity" week is critical. Last time I was in a similar situation (although only...
My wife and I are going away for a few nights early next week. I am confident I will be able to stay clean until then. The "letdown" of...
It's been months since my last entry. I made it to over 30 days but ultimately gave into MO during the vacation I wrote about in one of my last...
Great post and thoughts!
This discussion is interesting. I have only ever been sexual with one woman (wife) who I am very attracted to and I think she is at least...
It only took twenty days for it to happen again (had to figure it out based on the date of my previous journal entry). My wife made a comment...
I've thought about journaling many times but it has been weeks since my last entry. It's been a mixed bag. The most horrible thing was that I...
With the escort, what is the need you are trying to fill? Are you actually trying to relieve stress? If so then maybe a massage (from a...
I'm trying to get us into a once a week routine (like you have going on). A week seems to be a good length of time for sexual desire to build up...
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