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    Learning to be myself

    Thankfully, I was able to get out of the relapse. Right now, urges are manageable enough. Staying out of the house a lot during the day helped to...
    Post by: Thelongwayhome27, Jun 26, 2022 at 8:07 PM in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Learning to be myself

    @Eternity - Yea I would think that night of drinking didn't help. It made me pretty down about things that I had set some boundaries and failed to...
    Post by: Thelongwayhome27, Jun 26, 2022 at 1:25 PM in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Learning to be myself

    Well I had two more consecutive PMOs less then one hour after posting the last entry above. I didn't expect this and I thought the day was pretty...
    Post by: Thelongwayhome27, Jun 10, 2022 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Learning to be myself

    Mini update : Still clean. Have made it clean yesterday. It's a battle right now because I have strong chaser urges. I think I am also having...
    Post by: Thelongwayhome27, Jun 10, 2022 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Learning to be myself

    Managed to stay clean yesterday for the rest of the day after my last reset. Now my goal is to stay clean today for the full day and not get a...
    Post by: Thelongwayhome27, Jun 9, 2022 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Learning to be myself

    Messed up yesterday and today. Went back to the addiction. It's a mess. My goal now is to stay clean for the rest of today and stay clean...
    Post by: Thelongwayhome27, Jun 8, 2022 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Learning to be myself

    Day 26 I was able to be productive a few days ago and finally complete a task which had been hanging around my to do list for almost two months...
    Post by: Thelongwayhome27, Jun 4, 2022 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    From this day going forward, i will no longer watch porn (26)

    I can relate a lot to having a lot of frustration and anger about where I am in my life and feeling like I'm living a lie. Sometimes I feel like...
    Post by: Thelongwayhome27, Jun 2, 2022 in forum: Ages 25-29
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    A New Decade - Let's Go

    Excellent work !
    Post by: Thelongwayhome27, Jun 1, 2022 in forum: Ages 40+
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    Learning to be myself

    Day 18 In order to try to slowly start addressing all the things that I have to do and that I procrastinate on I started writing daily lists of...
    Post by: Thelongwayhome27, May 27, 2022 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    A New Beginning

    Hey Luke, nice seeing you again. Would it be possible to leave the laptop and smart phone out of your bedroom when you go to your parent's ? That...
    Post by: Thelongwayhome27, May 25, 2022 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Learning to be myself

    Day 12 winding down. Doing okay. Much better then right after a reset. Does not compare … ! I must find a way to sustain the motivation. I also...
    Post by: Thelongwayhome27, May 21, 2022 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Learning to be myself

    Well I had another ''false start'' since last journal entry. Got in 4 clean days but then relapsed yet again on day 5. Pretty bad relapse as well...
    Post by: Thelongwayhome27, May 13, 2022 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Learning to be myself

    Since my last entry, I achieved a period where I was able to have a little control over the unwanted behaviour (PMO). In this period I had 11...
    Post by: Thelongwayhome27, May 5, 2022 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Learning to be myself

    Things are a little better right now; I am one week clean. So, in a better spot then my last journal entry. I’ve had more social outings in the...
    Post by: Thelongwayhome27, Apr 17, 2022 in forum: Ages 30-39