Thanks, Ash! I'm not doing too well - the relapse was bad and I couldn't even face coming back on here because I knew I'd have to face my failure....
Interesting journal, Ash! I'm sure your honesty and openness will help you beat your demons. Good luck, pal!
Well, I didn't take my own advice. Got to 3 weeks and a big relapse. I'm gutted, but no point in beating myself up about it. I've started again...
My new girlfriend's just gone home after the most amazing evening. I was really worried I wouldn't be up to it, but the old boy responded like it...
That's hot 2 weeks done. And a hot date coming up on Thursday. Things are starting to look er.... up! Keep at it boys.
Welcome, zman! For what it's worth I've found so far that it gets more difficult as you go on: your brain will try all sorts of devious tricks to...
Easier today - thank fuck I didn't crumble yesterday. That was definitely a sharp reminder that I can't be complacent about this..
Day 10 and a decent wood this morning - didn't last long, though. Still, glad to have got through yesterday!
Today has been soooo hard. I think I'm over the worst, though. Wasn't really helped by having a sexy convo on MSN that got me a serious boner, but...
You're right, Pedigree! The thought of all those fresh videos is murder..
Fuck it's tricky today. First time I've actively had to resist going on Xhamster. It hasn't helped that I have a couple of women texting me with...
Cheers, CH! Yes - I'm feeling horny today so need to resist the usual temptations..
Felt a bit horny today! Not sure if it was the hangover or slight recovery, but I'll take it!
Into day 9 and slightly hungover which always used to be an excuse to fap. Not today though! Raining again here, but I have the cricket and golf...
No apology necessary - fascinating reading! Good luck to you both, and thanks for sharing..
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