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Re: My Journal continued: Time to finish what I started! Use the pain from the getting fired experience as a motivator....
Great attitude. Yeah it is normal for emotions. I remember today I wanted to just hit everybody in the face. I can suggest one more app. You Are...
Pleasure is a lie, there is only pain.
Putting the pleasure into context. It is a local maximum that caused a global minimum. This quest for fake pleasure cost me real life...
I don't think it is silly. I think it makes sense. The brain has hard time putting things into context. Google Image Search: spider. Then touch...
Perfect quote. Really appreciate it. Got so focused on the tree I forgot I am in the forest.
I've investigated some more. Bottom line it boils down to me wanting to feel pleasure. P is only means to an end. There is no way around it but O...
There is this app MindShift App | AnxietyBC. Give it a go. I found it pretty interesting. Some good advice in there.
@haijulikani Thanks for stopping by. Great idea to start journaling. You might want to start your own thread. I wish you luck. --- A coworker is...
I am feeling optimistic. I am going to obliterate the P habit loop. Looking forward to the next days so I can walk the walk and don't just talk...
To bad I quite literally destroyed my porn CD collection with the sledgehammer. No kidding. Would be interesting to see the content of my first...
Thinking back I think that fetish videos came relatively quickly but in small doses. I remember stumbling across a femdom video by accident. Think...
I am onto something with this mindfulness. I am like fuck it. I want to explore this some more. I browse some erotic hypnosis site. I notice how...
Go back into your childhood. What is the first P you used? I remember my first P movie I saw is Emmanuelle in Space. This is probably as vanilla...
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