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    I think I could feel my brain rewiring

    I attend online meetings. There's about 10-15 people. It's mostly sharing with vague feedback. Just going and participating seems to help me be...
    Post by: nuclpow, Feb 1, 2023 at 4:53 PM in forum: Ages 30-39
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    I think I could feel my brain rewiring

    I watched a movie that warned about sex and nudity, but the sex was brief and the nudity was male, so I wasn't triggered. Overall I'm doing well....
    Post by: nuclpow, Jan 25, 2023 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    I think I could feel my brain rewiring

    Thanks, Gil! :) I watched a movie with a lot of sex and nudity in it, almost pornography. I was hoping the nudity would be brief, and I didn't...
    Post by: nuclpow, Dec 28, 2022 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    I think I could feel my brain rewiring

    Over 3 years clean from P, 39 days since last MO. I think I'll let my day counter run, going without M is easy for me now. Thanks @Rudolf Geyse....
    Post by: nuclpow, Dec 26, 2022 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    3 years clea

    I am over 3 years clean of internet porn, except some accidentally seen advertisements. I have had only one FMO in 294 days, also. It has been...
    Thread by: nuclpow, Nov 25, 2022, 0 replies, in forum: Success Stories
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    I think I could feel my brain rewiring

    I woke up in the middle of the night a couple nights ago with an erection and I FMOed. I figured it was okay to MO, and it probably was. It's...
    Post by: nuclpow, Nov 18, 2022 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    I think I could feel my brain rewiring

    I am just now tempted to remember porn (and imagine what I can't remember) and MO to it. I know from the Your Brain on Porn site that M to...
    Post by: nuclpow, Nov 16, 2022 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Being satisfied with what I already have

    Yes, this sounds like despairing, which someone should never do. I don't remember if you have filtering. Having filtering really helped me, it...
    Post by: nuclpow, Nov 16, 2022 in forum: Ages 40+
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    I think I could feel my brain rewiring

    Status Still clean. 285 days no M, over 3 years no P. I still have the bad habit of looking at people lustfully. I also have the habit of...
    Post by: nuclpow, Nov 15, 2022 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    I think I could feel my brain rewiring

    I woke up in the middle of the night with a hard erection. I Med with fantasy for a few seconds, before self-control took over and I stopped....
    Post by: nuclpow, Nov 4, 2022 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    I think I could feel my brain rewiring

    Before I reply I want to note that I've passed 3 years no porn. There was a time where I couldn't even have imagined this. Is there a way to...
    Post by: nuclpow, Oct 19, 2022 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    I think I could feel my brain rewiring

    Yeah, I can't watch Game of Thrones or any shows with nudity in them. Even a little tit goes a long way with me. For example, today I saw nudity...
    Post by: nuclpow, Oct 3, 2022 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    I think I could feel my brain rewiring

    That's all good advice... I ought to get more fit, get a good job, get a haircut and nice clothes, and go out more. And, yeah, the best place for...
    Post by: nuclpow, Sep 28, 2022 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    I think I could feel my brain rewiring

    Status No P or M, but I did a little SF yesterday. I kept getting tempted to M, and I did a little SF, about 10 seconds worth at a time. Maybe...
    Post by: nuclpow, Sep 23, 2022 in forum: Ages 30-39