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    I think I could feel my brain rewiring

    Status Well, I saw some nudity on the internet yesterday, when I was not careful enough and browsing pictures of hot girls on the internet, a bad...
    Post by: nuclpow, May 31, 2020 at 1:40 AM in forum: Ages 30-39
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    I think I could feel my brain rewiring

    Status FMOed twice recently. No porn, though I've been slightly tempted. I watched another movie with nudity, but this one triggered me more...
    Post by: nuclpow, May 29, 2020 at 12:31 AM in forum: Ages 30-39
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    I think I could feel my brain rewiring

    Status I FMOed last night and a some M today. I'm gonna reprint the C. S. Lewis quote on masturbation to help motivation me not to have sexual...
    Post by: nuclpow, May 25, 2020 at 4:13 PM in forum: Ages 30-39
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    I think I could feel my brain rewiring

    I read your whole post, and I think I get what you mean, thank you. I'd still rather not see movie nudity, I guess because my religion disagrees...
    Post by: nuclpow, May 23, 2020 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    I think I could feel my brain rewiring

    Posting mainly to keep at it. Status I watched a movie with nudity in it. I regret it now, but I thought I could reward myself by watching it...
    Post by: nuclpow, May 20, 2020 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    I think I could feel my brain rewiring

    Posting because I'm tempted to porn and MO. Status No porn or M since last. I've been clean. Boy, a lot of likes to my last post. I guess you...
    Post by: nuclpow, May 15, 2020 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    I think I could feel my brain rewiring

    @Living, yes, I'm recontemplating the life activities to make a smaller and simpler list. Status I MOed yesterday, I'm not sure why... I guess I...
    Post by: nuclpow, May 10, 2020 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Learning to be myself

    I'm happy you're 20 days sober, too. I remember vaguely what it was like abstaining from sex and PMO without medication, and I feel your pain....
    Post by: nuclpow, May 7, 2020 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    I think I could feel my brain rewiring

    Status No F, P, M or O since last. I spent Monday somewhat constructive. I think it was from all the work I put into making practical goals for...
    Post by: nuclpow, May 5, 2020 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    I think I could feel my brain rewiring

    Status I've been P, F and MO clean for a week or two. I feel a little low energy, which I think is related to my no FPMO effort. I feel like I...
    Post by: nuclpow, May 2, 2020 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Learning to be myself

    Good job at 13 days clean. Maybe you'll get over a hump soon, leading to long term sobriety.
    Post by: nuclpow, Apr 30, 2020 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    I think I could feel my brain rewiring

    Status Still no porn or masturbation since last. Well, I did a little masturbation, but it was only a few seconds worth and I didn't even get...
    Post by: nuclpow, Apr 27, 2020 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Learning to be myself

    Can you set aside a positive thing to do when you feel like a loser? Perhaps you can prepare a list of things in advance that are good about you,...
    Post by: nuclpow, Apr 25, 2020 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    I think I could feel my brain rewiring

    Status I'm still clean from P, F and MO. It's not even really taking any effort. I don't know what's going on, is it God divinely helping me?...
    Post by: nuclpow, Apr 24, 2020 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Learning to be myself

    Your Brain on Porn says internet porn addiction gives us dysfunctional stress circuits. When exposed to stress we have a very difficult time...
    Post by: nuclpow, Apr 22, 2020 in forum: Ages 30-39