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    Merton's reboot log

    Wow I did not realize how long its been since I've been on here! Thanks for all the support guys. I am mostly using SMART recovery now, going to 1...
    Post by: Merton, Oct 27, 2019 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Free from Suffering

    Very inspiring! Your journal was a great read. It is amazing how far you have come since the first entries. Thanks for documenting all of this.
    Post by: Merton, Sep 12, 2019 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Free from Suffering

    I was reading through your journal and was shocked to see that the time between this entry and the last was 5 years! Great work coming back.
    Post by: Merton, Sep 11, 2019 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Merton's reboot log

    Day 11: since I posted last I have been reading a lot of journals. They are quite good. I also feel very different on this run than I have let in...
    Post by: Merton, Sep 9, 2019 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Words of a Wounded Warrior

    This is great. Why do we do this? I don’t do it to anyone else. Just myself.
    Post by: Merton, Sep 7, 2019 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Words of a Wounded Warrior

    i can second this. I had loads of issues with Facebook. I used it for pmo fodder forever so I am still conditioned to do that. I log on, look for...
    Post by: Merton, Sep 7, 2019 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Words of a Wounded Warrior

    I have also rediscovered the important message of the hack book. Basically that we are fooling ourselves to think that we just like porn. It is...
    Post by: Merton, Sep 6, 2019 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Words of a Wounded Warrior

    I still love this idea of counting to 10000.
    Post by: Merton, Sep 5, 2019 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Merton's reboot log

    I think I am on day 3 today. I have not updated in a few days. I will just give a brief idea of where things are at the moment. After relapsing...
    Post by: Merton, Sep 2, 2019 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Learning to be myself

    Once again I am replying to a months old post here. I think this is really the crux of our problem. When we exit the pit for real, we understand...
    Post by: Merton, Sep 1, 2019 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Learning to be myself

    This is admittedly from a long time ago but I was sort of perversely happy to read that you had googled nude ancient statues. I cannot tell you...
    Post by: Merton, Aug 31, 2019 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    My journey in finding self-acceptance and inner peace

    Hey freedom. I just finished reading your journal, through initial problems to your massive current recovery. Since I have spent several days now...
    Post by: Merton, Aug 31, 2019 in forum: Ages 25-29
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    Merton's reboot log

    Day 2: I had another slip up a couple of days ago. It occurred when I was tempted by the lingerie ad that arrived in the mail several days ago. In...
    Post by: Merton, Aug 27, 2019 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Merton's reboot log

    I think I agree with what both of you said about blockers. On the one hand, they do provide some friction between me and acting out. On the other...
    Post by: Merton, Aug 25, 2019 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Merton's reboot log

    Day 3: quick update tonight. Things are going well. I am curious about how anyone feels about the following recovery video: [MEDIA] It has...
    Post by: Merton, Aug 24, 2019 in forum: Ages 30-39