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    A job half done is a job undone

    [MEDIA] This guy explains how to deal with urges very fun and visual. I'll give this a try next time I face an urge.
    Post by: Mekkeren, Mar 26, 2020 in forum: Ages 20-24
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    Once a task is just begun, never leave it until it's done. Be the labour great or small, do it...

    Once a task is just begun, never leave it until it's done. Be the labour great or small, do it well or not at all.
    Status Update by Mekkeren, Mar 24, 2020
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    A job half done is a job undone

    I have a journal in which I write every night. Mostly about my day. So it a good tip to start writing about what I want to do with my life. The...
    Post by: Mekkeren, Mar 23, 2020 in forum: Ages 20-24
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    A job half done is a job undone

    I have fallen back to old patterns. This Quarantine situation has disturbed my study activities. Now I have to work alone and mostly not leave the...
    Post by: Mekkeren, Mar 21, 2020 in forum: Ages 20-24
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    A job half done is a job undone

    I survived another day, but I have to keep being aware of my patterns. Now its time to rest.
    Post by: Mekkeren, Mar 11, 2020 in forum: Ages 20-24
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    A job half done is a job undone

    I have been looking through my own journal again and came to the realization that I still struggle with the same things. The things I wrote about...
    Post by: Mekkeren, Mar 6, 2020 in forum: Ages 20-24
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    A job half done is a job undone

    Nice, I will check it out! Yeah that makes sense. But the thing is , I don't even really find them part of my character in real life. I don't...
    Post by: Mekkeren, Mar 3, 2020 in forum: Ages 20-24
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    A job half done is a job undone

    Thank you all for the comments, But I think for now that I don't need any therapy. It is only that when I'm low that I consider giving it a shot...
    Post by: Mekkeren, Feb 28, 2020 in forum: Ages 20-24
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    A job half done is a job undone

    @Joshua Shea I'm still hesitant to see a psychiatrist. In general I feel pretty good most of the time I do however have times where i'm down like...
    Post by: Mekkeren, Feb 24, 2020 in forum: Ages 20-24
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    A job half done is a job undone

    Relapsed Not much to say about it. This just emphasizes the fact that I should tackle this problem differently and not just white-knuckle it. One...
    Post by: Mekkeren, Feb 21, 2020 in forum: Ages 20-24
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    A job half done is a job undone

    Day 4 And I almost relapsed already. Quitting is still as hard as ever. The reason I almost relapsed is pretty stupid. I came back from a long...
    Post by: Mekkeren, Feb 19, 2020 in forum: Ages 20-24
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    A job half done is a job undone

    Thanks for the reply again Joshua, With the lazy part I can really identify. I think it is also somehow a fear of failing. In my mind it feels...
    Post by: Mekkeren, Feb 17, 2020 in forum: Ages 20-24
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    A job half done is a job undone

    @Joshua Shea You are absolutely right. The tools that I'm using right now aren't working and haven't been working for a long time. I sort of kid...
    Post by: Mekkeren, Feb 15, 2020 in forum: Ages 20-24
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    A job half done is a job undone

    I knew it wasn't going to be this easy. Some things just don't change. Yesterday I went on quite a porn binge. I did not cum but I edged quite...
    Post by: Mekkeren, Feb 10, 2020 in forum: Ages 20-24
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    A job half done is a job undone

    I'm back. It did not work out with the girl eventually. I'm not that bumbed about it as I think it was just not the right place and time. If we...
    Post by: Mekkeren, Feb 4, 2020 in forum: Ages 20-24