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    For the girls (and for me ofcourse)

    Day 4 Going it's going very well. I miraculously haven't had any major urges. Maybe something in my attitude has changed. Watching porn is...
    Post by: Mekkeren, Aug 14, 2019 in forum: Ages 20-24
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    For the girls (and for me ofcourse)

    Yeah very true. The relapse was already lingering a bit on the background. It did not happen in one moment. Luckily I didn't binge. I consider...
    Post by: Mekkeren, Aug 11, 2019 in forum: Ages 20-24
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    For the girls (and for me ofcourse)

    Pretty shitty to admit but I relapsed. Part of it was boredom, part of it was loneliness and part of it was the fear of it happening since I was...
    Post by: Mekkeren, Aug 10, 2019 in forum: Ages 20-24
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    For the girls (and for me ofcourse)

    Couldn't properly do my mediation this morning because of the construction work noises behind my house. I noticed that I am more acting on my...
    Post by: Mekkeren, Aug 7, 2019 in forum: Ages 20-24
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    For the girls (and for me ofcourse)

    Thanks, @Thelongwayhome27. Yeah, it sounds pretty scary to me as well haha. But we have to be fearless. Just like Pema Chödrön (shout out to...
    Post by: Mekkeren, Aug 6, 2019 in forum: Ages 20-24
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    For the girls (and for me ofcourse)

    Thanks PC, here's to another 30! :) I will look what I can find in the dancing area. Although I do have in the back of mind that it is a bit...
    Post by: Mekkeren, Aug 6, 2019 in forum: Ages 20-24
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    For the girls (and for me ofcourse)

    Wow, I've reached 30 days today! I know I should not get caught up in the day counter. But it still is an accomplishment where I can be proud...
    Post by: Mekkeren, Aug 4, 2019 in forum: Ages 20-24
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    For the girls (and for me ofcourse)

    I have been looking at pics and videos again and edging a little. It was actually pretty boring. But I think it is just the habit that keeps me...
    Post by: Mekkeren, Jul 26, 2019 in forum: Ages 20-24
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    For the girls (and for me ofcourse)

    Back from the vacation trip with my boys. It was really fun but also very exhausting. Little sleep, lots of alcohol and always people around. The...
    Post by: Mekkeren, Jul 23, 2019 in forum: Ages 20-24
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    For the girls (and for me ofcourse)

    Been feeling pretty low the last couple of days for some reason. I start thinking way too much about my past and the future. Maybe it the flatline...
    Post by: Mekkeren, Jul 15, 2019 in forum: Ages 20-24
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    For the girls (and for me ofcourse)

    Last night I was with some friends and we were talking about our porn use. And I said that I wanted to quit porn. They both did not see any reason...
    Post by: Mekkeren, Jul 11, 2019 in forum: Ages 20-24
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    [16 yo, struggling w/ sissy as a crossdresser] A journal of words and music.

    Making music and reading are really food for the soul. This will be my way of replacing porn as well. Nice music choices btw
    Post by: Mekkeren, Jul 9, 2019 in forum: Ages -19
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    For the girls (and for me ofcourse)

    I think so too. This is the place where we have to be truly honest with ourselves. Only then can we try to change what we don't like. It is pretty...
    Post by: Mekkeren, Jul 9, 2019 in forum: Ages 20-24
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    For the girls (and for me ofcourse)

    I relapsed Thursday. Not much to say about that. I was hungover and it just happened. I shrug it off as a slip-up. Did not continue binging that...
    Post by: Mekkeren, Jul 6, 2019 in forum: Ages 20-24
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    Last Train Home (Goodbye YBR)

    I might not have expressed it to you but your optimistic posts really gave me hope and I am trying to love my self more and more each day. I fully...
    Post by: Mekkeren, Jul 3, 2019 in forum: Success Stories