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    On the road - trying to manage huge obsession with transgender erotica and images

    I'm back on the site! After two years. Overall, I don't think I've been doing well these two years. In terms of my career and my personal goals, I...
    Post by: mailboxsam, Jul 13, 2020 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    On the road - trying to manage huge obsession with transgender erotica and images

    Still struggling. But trying to stop again.
    Post by: mailboxsam, Jun 7, 2018 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    On the road - trying to manage huge obsession with transgender erotica and images

    Back again after a long series of bad relapses.
    Post by: mailboxsam, May 2, 2018 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    On the road - trying to manage huge obsession with transgender erotica and images

    Things went badly over December and January. I was basically PMO'ing most nights. I wasn't really trying to quit. I knew that in the new year,...
    Post by: mailboxsam, Jan 23, 2018 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    On the road - trying to manage huge obsession with transgender erotica and images

    Thank you for the supportive message dark red drifter vessel. I relapsed again last night, after 3 days. The reason I am relapsing so easily now...
    Post by: mailboxsam, Dec 20, 2017 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    On the road - trying to manage huge obsession with transgender erotica and images

    Folks - I relapsed. It's been a month since I last posted. I made it to +-160 days, and then I found myself alone, in my room, with most of my...
    Post by: mailboxsam, Dec 16, 2017 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Masochism ?

    Yo doctor, how are you doing nowadays?
    Post by: mailboxsam, Nov 15, 2017 in forum: Ages 25-29
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    On the road - trying to manage huge obsession with transgender erotica and images

    150 days hard mode no PMO! I just woke up, early, ready to start my day...
    Post by: mailboxsam, Nov 12, 2017 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    On the road - trying to manage huge obsession with transgender erotica and images

    Back from the holiday. It was great, but it was much more isolated than I had expected, I was really out in the wilderness for four nights!...
    Post by: mailboxsam, Nov 12, 2017 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    On the road - trying to manage huge obsession with transgender erotica and images

    I want to record some things for my future self. The last two weeks, I was “supposed” to be all stress free and relaxed since work eased off, and...
    Post by: mailboxsam, Nov 5, 2017 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    On the road - trying to manage huge obsession with transgender erotica and images

    I’m leaving on that holiday tomorrow!! I have just made it to 142 days, no P or M or O.
    Post by: mailboxsam, Nov 5, 2017 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Journal of my journey--partial success!!

    Hang in there
    Post by: mailboxsam, Oct 27, 2017 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    On the road - trying to manage huge obsession with transgender erotica and images

    Just want to record to my future myself that I've made it to 127 days. Future self: I've got nothing to add to the last few posts I've written....
    Post by: mailboxsam, Oct 21, 2017 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    A new beginning

    Good luck man.
    Post by: mailboxsam, Oct 19, 2017 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    2.0 - Rather Than Trying to Resist PMO, Trying to Learn to Appreciate How I Feel w.o PMO

    You are almost at 30 days... one month... big milestone. I understand your complicated answer to “can I PMO in a healthy way”.
    Post by: mailboxsam, Oct 19, 2017 in forum: Ages 30-39