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    Trying to shake off this monkey off my back

    Had some more MO relapses. Regret it big time, I messed up my prep for an interview which might ultimately cost me a lot. Oh well I’m back.
    Post by: mailboxsam, Sep 25, 2023 at 9:23 PM in forum: Ages 40+
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    Accepting Responsibility

    Shout-out my friend
    Post by: mailboxsam, Sep 24, 2023 at 3:55 AM in forum: Ages 40+
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    On a mission to become authentic

    Agreee
    Post by: mailboxsam, Sep 22, 2023 at 3:01 AM in forum: Ages 40+
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    Accepting Responsibility

    Rooting for you!
    Post by: mailboxsam, Sep 18, 2023 in forum: Ages 40+
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    Trying to shake off this monkey off my back

    Long periods of edging to fantasy thoughts and then FMO last night and again this morning. Recommitting though to stopping this destructive behaviour.
    Post by: mailboxsam, Sep 12, 2023 in forum: Ages 40+
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    Trying to shake off this monkey off my back

    MO’d last night and MO’d this morning. Let myself get sucked into fantasy thoughts, half hoping I would succumb and relapse.
    Post by: mailboxsam, Sep 11, 2023 in forum: Ages 40+
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    Accepting Responsibility

    Ouch. Thinking of you man.
    Post by: mailboxsam, Sep 9, 2023 in forum: Ages 40+
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    Trying to shake off this monkey off my back

    Thanks man. Happy to report I eventually got out of bed and somewhat resurrected my day. Wouldn’t have been possible if I had got sucked into PMO.
    Post by: mailboxsam, Sep 9, 2023 in forum: Ages 40+
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    Trying to shake off this monkey off my back

    Still going but not a good day today.
    Post by: mailboxsam, Sep 9, 2023 in forum: Ages 40+
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    Trying to shake off this monkey off my back

    Check in. To future me: it was a good day. Had some bit of healing meeting someone I hurt in the past seems like she has forgiven me
    Post by: mailboxsam, Sep 7, 2023 in forum: Ages 40+
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    Well look who is here .... UGH.

    Keep checking in
    Post by: mailboxsam, Sep 7, 2023 in forum: Ages 40+
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    On a mission to become authentic

    Empty feeling… it’s a good sign
    Post by: mailboxsam, Sep 7, 2023 in forum: Ages 40+
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    Trying to shake off this monkey off my back

    30 days no PMO. Here’s to 30 more, and figuring out how to fill the hole in my life it is leaving behind.
    Post by: mailboxsam, Sep 5, 2023 in forum: Ages 40+
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    Accepting Responsibility

    Were they conversations that needed to be had?
    Post by: mailboxsam, Sep 5, 2023 in forum: Ages 40+
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    Trying to shake off this monkey off my back

    Thanks @path-forward. Checking in. Was a long day. Mostly a good one, but I have had a big emotional low in the evening.
    Post by: mailboxsam, Sep 4, 2023 in forum: Ages 40+