Had some more MO relapses. Regret it big time, I messed up my prep for an interview which might ultimately cost me a lot. Oh well I’m back.
Shout-out my friend
Agreee
Rooting for you!
Long periods of edging to fantasy thoughts and then FMO last night and again this morning. Recommitting though to stopping this destructive behaviour.
MO’d last night and MO’d this morning. Let myself get sucked into fantasy thoughts, half hoping I would succumb and relapse.
Ouch. Thinking of you man.
Thanks man. Happy to report I eventually got out of bed and somewhat resurrected my day. Wouldn’t have been possible if I had got sucked into PMO.
Still going but not a good day today.
Check in. To future me: it was a good day. Had some bit of healing meeting someone I hurt in the past seems like she has forgiven me
Keep checking in
Empty feeling… it’s a good sign
30 days no PMO. Here’s to 30 more, and figuring out how to fill the hole in my life it is leaving behind.
Were they conversations that needed to be had?
Thanks @path-forward. Checking in. Was a long day. Mostly a good one, but I have had a big emotional low in the evening.
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