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  1. Gilgamesh replied to the thread Break on through to the other side.

    Not much to report. Just a friendly reminder to myself that I am addicted to artificial sexual stimulation: sexual thoughts, ogling,...

    May 25, 2019 at 5:01 PM
  2. Gilgamesh liked Eternity's post in the thread Break on through to the other side.

    This, really, is what makes this so difficult. We conjure up scenarios and if it goes too far, essentially plan out the relapse. Fridays...

    May 25, 2019 at 4:43 PM
  3. Gilgamesh replied to the thread Married but celibate.

    Well done man. You're opening up your heart, and your wife's as well. You've taken a great step by stopping this addiction. Today I read...

    May 25, 2019 at 2:55 PM
  4. Gilgamesh replied to the thread The Road Goes Ever On.

    I am going to give this 'planning' more thought. It is here that you can still turn things around. When it has become real in your mind...

    May 25, 2019 at 5:13 AM
  5. Gilgamesh replied to the thread A lost boy's journey through dark woods towards real manhood and integrity.

    That sounds really great. Maybe keep this often used phrase here in mind: long term satisfaction over immediate gratification. That...

    May 25, 2019 at 5:03 AM
  6. Gilgamesh liked titan_transcendence's post in the thread A lost boy's journey through dark woods towards real manhood and integrity.

    Day2 (something about my forum Badge seems broken?) Yesterday was quite gloomy for me. Even at the gym I was sullen and withdrawn. Did...

    May 25, 2019 at 5:00 AM
  7. Gilgamesh liked Johhny Bravo's post in the thread Mal-Teeser's Porn-Begone Journal.

    @Mal-Teesers Well done. If you have the courage to be a regular human, then by Gods grace should you even be offered any super...

    May 25, 2019 at 4:58 AM
  8. Gilgamesh replied to the thread Mal-Teeser's Porn-Begone Journal.

    Those are the real superpowers we need :) Great to see how you're handling this. Keep going!

    May 25, 2019 at 1:09 AM
  9. Gilgamesh replied to the thread Break on through to the other side.

    So, we planned that we will go to the family of my wife in June. I will stay a week cause have to get back to work and my wife and kids...

    May 24, 2019 at 5:14 PM
  10. Gilgamesh liked Living's post in the thread Break on through to the other side.

    I honestly think it's impressive how you manage to get through these days. The lack of sleep and all that anger and frustration, but...

    May 24, 2019 at 3:09 PM
  11. Gilgamesh liked Saville's post in the thread Married but celibate.

    How do you know that? My wife is a bit chubby, but I'm the fat one. However, I have two close friends who have morbidly obese wives and...

    May 24, 2019 at 3:08 PM
  12. Gilgamesh liked TheNightfly's post in the thread Married but celibate.

    My wife is in the dark about me and what I have done. Some may say oh they know, but she is totally unaware. Funny thing is when she...

    May 24, 2019 at 3:08 PM
  13. Gilgamesh replied to the thread Break on through to the other side.

    Again finishing the day angry and frustrated. Also a lot of self-pity. Nonrtheless had some beautiful moments today with wife and kids....

    May 23, 2019 at 4:36 PM
  14. Gilgamesh liked Saville's post in the thread Learning about myself.

    This is what happens when we ditch the P and ditch the bitch at work. lol I felt the same way when I stopped drinking booze and eating...

    May 23, 2019 at 4:31 PM
  15. Gilgamesh liked Outsider.'s post in the thread Learning about myself.

    28th day of cold showers, without PMO, without MO. I feel a little bit tired, after 18 days of Ramadan's fasting, but that's totally...

    May 23, 2019 at 2:26 PM