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    Everything you ever wanted lives on the other side of fear.

    Awesome @Dr. Jekyll! Congrats!!
    Post by: Gil79, Jan 31, 2023 at 5:52 AM in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Being satisfied with what I already have

    In this particular case I think I was afraid of 2 things: not being socially accepted and the beginning of another work week I live with my...
    Post by: Gil79, Jan 31, 2023 at 5:50 AM in forum: Ages 40+
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    Being satisfied with what I already have

    I have been 2 days clean of porn now, but not of fantasy. I find it difficult to get into the right mindset. Even though I had a great day...
    Post by: Gil79, Jan 30, 2023 at 12:29 AM in forum: Ages 40+
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    Being satisfied with what I already have

    Okay, so I didn't keep my balance. The same evening after my last post I PMOed. For a minute I even thought about opening a bottle of wine with...
    Post by: Gil79, Jan 28, 2023 at 3:09 AM in forum: Ages 40+
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    Moz journal

    But the process of recovery and a healthy sex life is still continuing. 2 bad choices don't undo all those good choices that you have been making...
    Post by: Gil79, Jan 26, 2023 in forum: Ages 40+
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    Being satisfied with what I already have

    The last weeks were tough, but I feel like I am breathing again. Somehow I got overwhelmed by things after getting back from the holidays. I...
    Post by: Gil79, Jan 26, 2023 in forum: Ages 40+
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    Being satisfied with what I already have

    Thanks a lot @path-forward! Strong urges now again. Got to get through this wall. It is better on the other side
    Post by: Gil79, Jan 23, 2023 in forum: Ages 40+
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    Being satisfied with what I already have

    I PMOed last night. In the afternoon I already knew I was goig to do it and I didnt take any measures to stop that line of thinking. I got many...
    Post by: Gil79, Jan 21, 2023 in forum: Ages 40+
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    Being satisfied with what I already have

    Yesterday my wife and I took the afternoon off, had lunch at home and then went to the bedroom for some fun. It was great to be together with no...
    Post by: Gil79, Jan 19, 2023 in forum: Ages 40+
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    My story

    You have been doing really well and this mistake doesn't take that away from you. Stay the course!
    Post by: Gil79, Jan 19, 2023 in forum: Ages 40+
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    Too Late to the Party?

    LOL :D:D You should just do that and have a laugh with your audience! Or do it online, so that your buddies on YBR can hear ot too :D:D I think...
    Post by: Gil79, Jan 18, 2023 in forum: Ages 40+
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    Being satisfied with what I already have

    Thanks Saville, I will!
    Post by: Gil79, Jan 18, 2023 in forum: Ages 40+
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    Being satisfied with what I already have

    PMO last night. I could have just gone to sleep, but instead I chose to pick up my phone, look up some vids and fap to them. Weak moment, bad...
    Post by: Gil79, Jan 15, 2023 in forum: Ages 40+
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    H2O - journey continued into my 30's.

    Was this the first relapse since January 7? So 1 week clean? Do you have any healthy habits you are focusing on at the moment? Laying out a...
    Post by: Gil79, Jan 14, 2023 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Mad Dog

    I think that I am the opposite of that. Too much concerned what others might feel, think or say, which is also not good for me or others.
    Post by: Gil79, Jan 13, 2023 in forum: Ages 40+