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    Break on through to the other side

    Actually just one. YBR included. I have some good friends, but they live far away. Bit sad actually. There are also no support groups nearby. I...
    Post by: Gil79, Aug 19, 2019 at 3:46 PM in forum: Ages 40+
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    Break on through to the other side

    Fed a baby last night at 2AM and took a long time to fall asleep again. First many angry thoughts. Then realizing how they come from my 'nice guy'...
    Post by: Gil79, Aug 19, 2019 at 1:26 AM in forum: Ages 40+
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    Break on through to the other side

    I definitely agree.... Daily Health Monitoring: FPMO: 4/10 Self-pity & blaming: 1/10 Approval seeking: 2/10 Assertiveness: 9/10 Time for self:...
    Post by: Gil79, Aug 18, 2019 at 3:25 PM in forum: Ages 40+
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    Break on through to the other side

    Would like to watch P now. Just a moment for myself to relax and escape. Will feel really shity tomorrow if I do so. What I really need is sleep....
    Post by: Gil79, Aug 17, 2019 at 3:55 PM in forum: Ages 40+
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    I think I could feel my brain rewiring

    Probably way closer than you think. When you put your mind to it, things can happen very fast in life. It is important that you see that small...
    Post by: Gil79, Aug 17, 2019 at 12:43 PM in forum: Ages 30-39
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    The Manly Man's Recovery Journey

    That is where you feel discomfort, but also where your willpower houses. Go for it!
    Post by: Gil79, Aug 17, 2019 at 10:43 AM in forum: Ages -19
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    Break on through to the other side

    Health monitoring of yesterday. Found it to risky to go online. Daily Health Monitoring: FPMO: 0/10 Self-pity & blaming: 1/10 Assertiveness: 8/10...
    Post by: Gil79, Aug 17, 2019 at 7:07 AM in forum: Ages 40+
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    Break on through to the other side

    Thanks for sharing your experience @Bobo. For many years I thought I had forgiven him. But I guess I just kind of tolerated it. I think that also...
    Post by: Gil79, Aug 17, 2019 at 1:21 AM in forum: Ages 40+
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    Break on through to the other side

    My father was an alcoholic. He left when I was 7 y/o. He quit drinking 15 years ago and we got in contact again. I think that I was expecting that...
    Post by: Gil79, Aug 15, 2019 at 3:40 PM in forum: Ages 40+
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    20 Year Old Guy Trying To Recover From PIED

    And what you are doing it for! 30 days is awesome. Keep going!
    Post by: Gil79, Aug 14, 2019 at 3:18 PM in forum: Ages 20-24
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    Learning about myself

    Narcisse must be so confused :D. Well done!
    Post by: Gil79, Aug 14, 2019 at 3:16 PM in forum: Ages 40+
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    Break on through to the other side

    Bit down right now. Maybe withdrawal symptom. Spending many thoughts on what to do with my father. Havent been in contact for 7 months and like to...
    Post by: Gil79, Aug 14, 2019 at 3:14 PM in forum: Ages 40+
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    I think I could feel my brain rewiring

    Dont forget that we trained ourselves to be overwhelmed. We can undo this by quitting sexual fantasies, ogling and ofcouse porn.
    Post by: Gil79, Aug 13, 2019 at 11:45 PM in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Break on through to the other side

    Daily Health Monitoring: FPMO: 0/10 Self-pity & blaming: 3/10 Assertiveness: 8/10 Time for self: 6/10 Healthy food: 9/10 Excercise: 6/10 Phone...
    Post by: Gil79, Aug 13, 2019 at 3:53 PM in forum: Ages 40+
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    Break on through to the other side

    That is awesome. Did that some years ago and really helped me, especially to deal with shame. Could use some therapy again I guess, but for now...
    Post by: Gil79, Aug 13, 2019 at 3:51 PM in forum: Ages 40+