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    Breaking free - a 120 days hard mode journal

    I think filters can be helpful but they can also add a lot of frustration (which can intensify acting out) or maybe even suspense, in which the...
    Post by: Gil79, Jul 14, 2020 at 3:55 AM in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Document the Victory

    Do you know what triggered you? The previous days you were able to avoid it. Was something different now?
    Post by: Gil79, Jul 14, 2020 at 3:45 AM in forum: Ages 40+
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    Break on through to the other side

    Woke up last night and MOed. I think I had had an erotic dream or so. I didn't feel any boundary not to do it, although I am sure I could have...
    Post by: Gil79, Jul 14, 2020 at 3:41 AM in forum: Ages 40+
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    In Search of Lost Calm

    Well done on taking the effort to look back at what happened in the last weeks. It is so easy to just deny what you felt and what you did and just...
    Post by: Gil79, Jul 13, 2020 at 5:47 AM in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Break on through to the other side

    Last night and this morning I am having some tendencies to fantasize sexually and ogle women in the streets. I don't call them urges, as the...
    Post by: Gil79, Jul 13, 2020 at 5:30 AM in forum: Ages 40+
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    What comes after reeboot?

    That seems like a really tough thing to do, to quit PMO and smoking weed at the same time. And then on top of that the difficulties with finding a...
    Post by: Gil79, Jul 13, 2020 at 1:07 AM in forum: Pornography Addiction
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    No PMO and married, questions!

    I think you're in the right place, but the activity on the board is sometimes a bit low. I think that sex and bonding with your wife is extremely...
    Post by: Gil79, Jul 12, 2020 at 12:41 PM in forum: Pornography Addiction
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    I think I could feel my brain rewiring

    I think it is really good that you posted that here. Clearly it has had quite an impact on you, but it seems that you have never really expressed...
    Post by: Gil79, Jul 12, 2020 at 4:34 AM in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Back... a bit broken but maybe wiser?

    Feeling emotionally wobbly is part of life, isn't it? It is the way we deal with it that matters for long term recovery and to me it seems that...
    Post by: Gil79, Jul 12, 2020 at 4:22 AM in forum: Ages 40+
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    Break on through to the other side

    The night before yesterday I dreamed that I was in a basement that was being cleared out. It was full of little pathways and small rooms....
    Post by: Gil79, Jul 12, 2020 at 4:18 AM in forum: Ages 40+
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    Farewell happy place

    Well, just be careful not to escalate to more exotic species to get your dopamine high, ok?!
    Post by: Gil79, Jul 11, 2020 at 9:50 AM in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Break on through to the other side

    Feeling a bit of anger and noticing that I have the tendency to look for approval. Especially from the mother and aunt of my wife. 'Oh look, he's...
    Post by: Gil79, Jul 11, 2020 at 2:40 AM in forum: Ages 40+
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    Changing my life, 36yo, married, children

    Welcome @NewLife_NewMan, and thanks for sharing your story. That must have been quite a turmoil you've been going through, but I am happy to see...
    Post by: Gil79, Jul 11, 2020 at 2:28 AM in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Mad Dog

    I'd be very interested to hear more about your journey. Do you still encounter difficulties, or is porn really not that much of an issue for you...
    Post by: Gil79, Jul 10, 2020 at 7:30 AM in forum: Ages 40+
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    Break on through to the other side

    Had some 'urges' the last couple of days, mostly to ogle at women in the streets and have thoughts/ fantasies about having sex. I managed to let...
    Post by: Gil79, Jul 10, 2020 at 6:51 AM in forum: Ages 40+