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  1. Gil79 liked Saville's post in the thread Time to heal.

    Thank you, forlorn, that means so much to me. I needed to come back and receive your support too. :) I have found this to be true....

    Mar 7, 2021 at 8:39 AM
  2. Gil79 liked forlorn's post in the thread Time to heal.

    25 days free of PMO / high levels of dopamine / findom. Over the past few days urges have come and go. I haven’t felt desperate to MO...

    Mar 7, 2021 at 8:39 AM
  3. Gil79 liked forlorn's post in the thread Time to heal.

    20 days off the PMO/dopamine. I need to be extra vigilant this week. The desire to escape and self medicate is still there, lingering...

    Mar 7, 2021 at 8:39 AM
  4. Gil79 replied to the thread Where you stumble, there lies your treasure.

    Day 8 :cool: Had sex with mrs Gil last night. Was not really in to it, but turned out really nice. Positive effect on our interaction....

    Mar 7, 2021 at 8:38 AM
  5. Gil79 replied to the thread Where you stumble, there lies your treasure.

    Day 6 :cool: Kids in school, sun is shining. Getting some work done!

    Mar 5, 2021 at 3:21 AM
  6. Gil79 replied to the thread Cali's Journal.

    Wanting to fantasize is something different that actually doing it. Seems you handled well there!

    Mar 4, 2021 at 7:06 AM
  7. Gil79 replied to the thread Where you stumble, there lies your treasure.

    Day 5 :cool: Not much to report. Kids going back to school tomorrow. Anticipating on how much space that will give me and my wife to...

    Mar 4, 2021 at 7:05 AM
  8. Gil79 liked Saville's post in the thread Where you stumble, there lies your treasure.

    Good to be aware of the triggers. Glad you didn't get stuck in P-world and that you're moving forward once again.

    Mar 4, 2021 at 7:01 AM
  9. Gil79 replied to the thread A Better Tomorrow.

    Hi, sorry for the late reply! In the Netherlands people do not tend to just talk to strangers as easily as in Southern Europe for...

    Mar 3, 2021 at 8:10 AM
  10. Gil79 liked NewStart19's post in the thread A Better Tomorrow.

    Update: No relapses or slips since my last post. So yesterday was a daylong expedition. I went to the Sierra Azul Preserve in...

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  11. Gil79 liked NewStart19's post in the thread A Better Tomorrow.

    Update: I'm maintaining. Still no progress with The Economist or the panel show. I did read today's unit in History of The World Map by...

    Mar 3, 2021 at 8:04 AM
  12. Gil79 liked Thelongwayhome27's post in the thread Learning to be myself.

    Today has been a pretty good day. I've recovered somewhat psychologically from the two day relapse. Yesterday (Sunday) I was feeling...

    Mar 3, 2021 at 8:04 AM
  13. Gil79 replied to the thread Mad Dog.

    You got nothing to loose! :)

    Mar 3, 2021 at 8:02 AM
  14. Gil79 replied to the thread Where you stumble, there lies your treasure.

    Day 5 :cool: Yeah had to reset the counter. Triggers: stress, anger, anxiety. But feeling well now. Actually all in all I am still...

    Mar 3, 2021 at 7:58 AM