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    Drop the kid, start living

    Got a job interview next week. So far I've been doing only freelancing and earned peanuts so this can open up quite a few possibilities,...
    Post by: Fiddler, Mar 26, 2021 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Drop the kid, start living

    Hi quitpornfoo, yes, I do remember you. Glad to hear that you are more advanced into the rewiring and reaping benefits. That gives me some hope,...
    Post by: Fiddler, Mar 11, 2021 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Drop the kid, start living

    Oh man, how long has it passed since I last updated this journal? Seems like aeons ago... Anyway, I've been mostly PMO free since my last message...
    Post by: Fiddler, Mar 8, 2021 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Drop the kid, start living

    I find it hopeless. Like a long, fruitless serie of meeting that have minimal results, if any. I tried therapy for years when I was younger and...
    Post by: Fiddler, Nov 11, 2017 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Drop the kid, start living

    Longest streak, I lost the count. Last time I watched some porn was in mid-August, so I went over the 2 months mark. Previously I should have...
    Post by: Fiddler, Nov 2, 2017 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Drop the kid, start living

    Well, 2 months after my question about not getting the desired results with rebooting, I can confirm I'm not still getting any. I don't feel more...
    Post by: Fiddler, Nov 1, 2017 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Drop the kid, start living

    Clear, thanks for the informative post. One thing though: aren't part of these things you suggest to work on supposed to improve by rebooting?...
    Post by: Fiddler, Sep 3, 2017 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Drop the kid, start living

    I want to take more the initiative. I often have the feeling that what I say goes unnoticed, at work and with friends. I can see it from the lack...
    Post by: Fiddler, Aug 31, 2017 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Drop the kid, start living

    I can't remember last time I went out alone as I'm in a relationship. I can describe you the last time I went out for more than a couple of...
    Post by: Fiddler, Aug 30, 2017 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Drop the kid, start living

    One thing about social skills: I am trying. Most of the days I'm too tired, mentally, to go out in the evenings because of work. During the...
    Post by: Fiddler, Aug 29, 2017 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Drop the kid, start living

    I didn't realize I last updated this thread 2 months ago. Wow. I admit I didn't come here at all, as I don't believe PMO applies to my issues...
    Post by: Fiddler, Aug 27, 2017 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Drop the kid, start living

    I agree with you. Up and downs of libido/love are part of the rewiring process. May I ask you why did you relapse? I'm curious because I can't...
    Post by: Fiddler, Jun 25, 2017 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Drop the kid, start living

    Thanks Thebeg, great food for thought and sound advice. I'm slightly more positive these last 2 weeks. The relationship doesn't sound that bad,...
    Post by: Fiddler, Jun 17, 2017 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Drop the kid, start living

    I want the "PMO me" back. I was better then. I used to do so much more that's embarassing how little I'm doing these days :( I used to read 5-6...
    Post by: Fiddler, Jun 4, 2017 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Drop the kid, start living

    Clearly there's a pattern in me, sure. As I don't feel I have the social skills to attract the girls I really like, the first girl that is...
    Post by: Fiddler, May 30, 2017 in forum: Ages 30-39