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    ...at least we can joke about it now, what do I know

    Done with the job, quite tired from it, but went well. Client was happy. Struggling a bit with not masturbating. While the work was successfull...
    Post by: dark red drifter vessel, Oct 1, 2023 at 5:16 AM in forum: Ages 30-39
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    I think I could feel my brain rewiring

    Nope, I am just too dumb to reset my counter and haven't really bothered. Sorry. I haven't watched porn in like 14 days Edit: I got rid of it, to...
    Post by: dark red drifter vessel, Sep 30, 2023 at 2:24 AM in forum: Ages 30-39
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    My public journal

    And thats a win! Congrats, keep at it.
    Post by: dark red drifter vessel, Sep 28, 2023 at 11:19 AM in forum: Ages 30-39
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    ...at least we can joke about it now, what do I know

    Dropped most other habits, except for smoking, but masturbated a lot lately. Its not debilitating, but noticeable, and just today it started...
    Post by: dark red drifter vessel, Sep 28, 2023 at 11:18 AM in forum: Ages 30-39
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    RLB - 120

    And welcome back!
    Post by: dark red drifter vessel, Sep 28, 2023 at 11:14 AM in forum: Ages 30-39
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    I think I could feel my brain rewiring

    Yep. Also I think husband material would entail being able to communicate your things with other people. At least in my mind. Is that something...
    Post by: dark red drifter vessel, Sep 28, 2023 at 11:13 AM in forum: Ages 30-39
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    Becoming a man of integrity and finally taking life seriously

    Yep. I think so, too. Porn has more devastating effects, but we can use the tube for soothing and numbing just as well. Which is tricky, cos yt is...
    Post by: dark red drifter vessel, Sep 26, 2023 at 5:07 PM in forum: Ages 30-39
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    ...at least we can joke about it now, what do I know

    Long working weekend, but nice job. So busy I am not much bothered by urges and the like. Currently feeling like my life will be on track if I...
    Post by: dark red drifter vessel, Sep 25, 2023 at 2:10 PM in forum: Ages 30-39
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    ...at least we can joke about it now, what do I know

    Okay. Stabilized yesterday, getting better at getting out of procrastination. Same time, I have shifted into low media consumption and...
    Post by: dark red drifter vessel, Sep 22, 2023 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    augen auf und durch~

    augen auf und durch~
    Status Update by dark red drifter vessel, Sep 21, 2023
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    Learning to be myself

    yo, sorry for the unqualified comment, but I think these things are kinda the same thing: there is no demon, no little devil, there is no...
    Post by: dark red drifter vessel, Sep 21, 2023 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    ...at least we can joke about it now, what do I know

    Have had a dive into old patterns for about three days. Sleeping is kinda shot to hell, I can only fall asleep early in the morning. I feel the...
    Post by: dark red drifter vessel, Sep 21, 2023 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    ...at least we can joke about it now, what do I know

    (Wrote this some days back, forgot to hit post) Have a bit of a rough time. Met some of my family for an extended period last week. Learned a...
    Post by: dark red drifter vessel, Sep 21, 2023 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    30 Years - No Libido / Erection Problems

    welcome to the forums. I have had some similar experiences: Had a an ex that ended and became an on and off thing, we would either write horny...
    Post by: dark red drifter vessel, Sep 20, 2023 in forum: Ages 30-39
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    ...at least we can joke about it now, what do I know

    I have made progress. From when I last wrote, I could not continue, really. I was stuck too deep in an escalating crisis composed of little,...
    Post by: dark red drifter vessel, Sep 17, 2023 in forum: Ages 30-39